Stress

Why did I say that? Stress...yup! I'm so tired...and now I am still need to compile the stupid AOP presentation slides and the proposal hardcopy for approval.

Thought that no need to do the stupid thingy but...so unlucky kena due to my team score the highest among the cohort. Thats why...I rather scored low than required to sacrified my time on doing this. Worst of all, next week...I got boat training, duty, ROR exam and seamanship. Alot of stupid things going on. I dunno how am i going to pass through the week...I wish for the strength for the boat training, the wisdom to take my ROR exam, the energy and the alertness for doing the duty.

However, the worst of all...she is coming back on the 1st Nov. I really want to meet her... but such a busy schedule, I also dunno how to find the time to meet her. I pray for safety to come back and hope that i could find sometime to ask her out for a movie or so...

Now...all i need is to go back to digest the 3 more proposals from the other teams...i think tonight still cannot sleep liao....