당신은...나는 바보입니다 - Stay
宮 主題曲 Stay - 你是…… 我是笨蛋
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-1OgVzvoyE
난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
我是傻瓜 我是笨蛋吧
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
後悔也已經晚了 我知道 無法再回頭
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
再也看不到你 我現在也知道
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그러지 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
不要那樣 再次考慮看看
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
我們是怎樣艱辛才能撐到現在
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실 거에요
再次考慮看看 會後悔吧
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다你⋯
我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그대 없이 단 한 순간도 난 살 수 없어요
沒有你 我一瞬間也無法活下去
머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
剪了頭髮 也喝了酒 我仍然流淚
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요...
現在開始不要讓我再墮落下去⋯
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Stress
Why did I say that? Stress...yup! I'm so tired...and now I am still need to compile the stupid AOP presentation slides and the proposal hardcopy for approval.
Thought that no need to do the stupid thingy but...so unlucky kena due to my team score the highest among the cohort. Thats why...I rather scored low than required to sacrified my time on doing this. Worst of all, next week...I got boat training, duty, ROR exam and seamanship. Alot of stupid things going on. I dunno how am i going to pass through the week...I wish for the strength for the boat training, the wisdom to take my ROR exam, the energy and the alertness for doing the duty.
However, the worst of all...she is coming back on the 1st Nov. I really want to meet her... but such a busy schedule, I also dunno how to find the time to meet her. I pray for safety to come back and hope that i could find sometime to ask her out for a movie or so...
Now...all i need is to go back to digest the 3 more proposals from the other teams...i think tonight still cannot sleep liao....
Why did I say that? Stress...yup! I'm so tired...and now I am still need to compile the stupid AOP presentation slides and the proposal hardcopy for approval.
Thought that no need to do the stupid thingy but...so unlucky kena due to my team score the highest among the cohort. Thats why...I rather scored low than required to sacrified my time on doing this. Worst of all, next week...I got boat training, duty, ROR exam and seamanship. Alot of stupid things going on. I dunno how am i going to pass through the week...I wish for the strength for the boat training, the wisdom to take my ROR exam, the energy and the alertness for doing the duty.
However, the worst of all...she is coming back on the 1st Nov. I really want to meet her... but such a busy schedule, I also dunno how to find the time to meet her. I pray for safety to come back and hope that i could find sometime to ask her out for a movie or so...
Now...all i need is to go back to digest the 3 more proposals from the other teams...i think tonight still cannot sleep liao....
Friday, October 20, 2006
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(Well...true enough that usually i will really listen both parties before making any comment.)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(hmm...really? Haha...i dunno...can anyone verify for me?)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(Err...I'm not sure...but if i have chance...i will...:P)
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(I'm stun...I'm a boring person...i dunno i have such a good tactics...)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(Yup...this is correct...I want to learn more things...before go...)
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(ah..ha...thats right...now thinking for new dream job)
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(Thats really true...)
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(Another hit...i think i should start changing myself...)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Haha...thats true...well...wat to do...thats my character...)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(Well...true enough that usually i will really listen both parties before making any comment.)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(hmm...really? Haha...i dunno...can anyone verify for me?)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(Err...I'm not sure...but if i have chance...i will...:P)
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(I'm stun...I'm a boring person...i dunno i have such a good tactics...)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(Yup...this is correct...I want to learn more things...before go...)
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(ah..ha...thats right...now thinking for new dream job)
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(Thats really true...)
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(Another hit...i think i should start changing myself...)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Haha...thats true...well...wat to do...thats my character...)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Advance Firefighting and Damage Control
Recently, Been too busy with my course work and this week currently I'm attending the advance fire-fighting at Civil Defence Acadmy. It is a 3 day course but during this 3 days, it can consider a hardship for me as I need to wear the BA set and go through the Maze whereby it was totally dark and they simulate smoke inside the compartment. My buddy and I have to go through it and it is much tough than 3 years ago I went through the Basic Firefighting.
Beside that, we also gone through the flashover which we are keep inside the container and fire was set. We got to wait till the fire rises up to our top and from there we need to keep ourselves low and spray water to suppress the flames and smoke. It was really unbearable. Really the temperature was damn hot...sweat.
However, on the last day . It was our assessment and we have to fight fire that the instructors have create certain scene of fire and save casualities and I almost faint coz my cyclinder almost used up. From 300 bar till 100 bar of pressure. However, it was conducted at the funace where by it is a buliding that they training real firemen and the building consists alot of compartment, like HDB flat, shop, carpark...etc. Although, it was tough, but the most tough is their ship simulator. It was built due to requirements and that is our last assessment of the day and went through it...everyone was total wet and all of us face were totally tired. However, it is great fun that retrain myself.
After going through the firefighting course, the next 2 day is on damage control. It is conducted as mostly we need to save our own ship if there is a damage and require to control it. This prevent flooding inside the compartment and sinking the ship. Netherless, we still get wet and i really afraid of the coming monday on the assessment coz everyone have to be scene I/C and have to assess the situtation. I dunno whether i can make it or not...so all i have to do is pray that God can give me the knowledge and a calm mind to make right decision and pass this assessment. If not, i going to retake the assessment again...
Recently, Been too busy with my course work and this week currently I'm attending the advance fire-fighting at Civil Defence Acadmy. It is a 3 day course but during this 3 days, it can consider a hardship for me as I need to wear the BA set and go through the Maze whereby it was totally dark and they simulate smoke inside the compartment. My buddy and I have to go through it and it is much tough than 3 years ago I went through the Basic Firefighting.
Beside that, we also gone through the flashover which we are keep inside the container and fire was set. We got to wait till the fire rises up to our top and from there we need to keep ourselves low and spray water to suppress the flames and smoke. It was really unbearable. Really the temperature was damn hot...sweat.
However, on the last day . It was our assessment and we have to fight fire that the instructors have create certain scene of fire and save casualities and I almost faint coz my cyclinder almost used up. From 300 bar till 100 bar of pressure. However, it was conducted at the funace where by it is a buliding that they training real firemen and the building consists alot of compartment, like HDB flat, shop, carpark...etc. Although, it was tough, but the most tough is their ship simulator. It was built due to requirements and that is our last assessment of the day and went through it...everyone was total wet and all of us face were totally tired. However, it is great fun that retrain myself.
After going through the firefighting course, the next 2 day is on damage control. It is conducted as mostly we need to save our own ship if there is a damage and require to control it. This prevent flooding inside the compartment and sinking the ship. Netherless, we still get wet and i really afraid of the coming monday on the assessment coz everyone have to be scene I/C and have to assess the situtation. I dunno whether i can make it or not...so all i have to do is pray that God can give me the knowledge and a calm mind to make right decision and pass this assessment. If not, i going to retake the assessment again...
