Urggh....

Why...can someone tell me why the organisation so "Rubbish". It's fine for me to delay course even my peers have gone upgrade in their course but...why mine still not yet...actually i suppose to go for my course this coming sep, but just heard the news that I cannot go...why...becoz i didn't attain any language paper for my vocation. Why...my seniors can go for their course even they didn't attain any....but why me...becoz i'm in the fu*king luck...

Am I going to retain in my current position....result that no promotion, no increament...why kind of orgainsation am i into...what kind of government am i serving...this is not my career anymore...its wasting people time and energy...no purpose for serving it...maybe i should start think of going overseas and why care for it too much...

To me...i won't work so hard...as long i do my mininal, i still get my salary...i will wait another 2 and 1/2 years more and get my butt out of this organisation...really can't stand it...

Anyway...all i can do is pray for a better result that someone can help me...

Well, better dun say this...so yesterday went to weisong's house for his house warming. So got play abit of mahjong but no money type...and found that too long never play liao...lost the skill of anticipate of people's tiles...so maybe really lost the interest of play...can anyone help me...whahaha...but play with no money or play small small also can 10cent 20cent? kekeke