Boring

Yup...its been quite a few days that i didn't work...staying at home doing nothing. Slacking...and watching DVDs...whahaha...let see...what DVDs i have watch
1) Aquamarine
2) Lake House
3) She's the man
4) The ant bully
5) United 93
6) Over the Hedge
7) Euro Trip

Now currently watching Taiwan n Korean Drama:
1) Gong
2) Wei Xiao PASTA

Great right...i didn't know i can watch so much within days...whahaha...

Still got somemore DVDs i haben watch yet like Cars, Rumors has it, Poseidon, Ray, Inside Man and etc...

Urggh....

Why...can someone tell me why the organisation so "Rubbish". It's fine for me to delay course even my peers have gone upgrade in their course but...why mine still not yet...actually i suppose to go for my course this coming sep, but just heard the news that I cannot go...why...becoz i didn't attain any language paper for my vocation. Why...my seniors can go for their course even they didn't attain any....but why me...becoz i'm in the fu*king luck...

Am I going to retain in my current position....result that no promotion, no increament...why kind of orgainsation am i into...what kind of government am i serving...this is not my career anymore...its wasting people time and energy...no purpose for serving it...maybe i should start think of going overseas and why care for it too much...

To me...i won't work so hard...as long i do my mininal, i still get my salary...i will wait another 2 and 1/2 years more and get my butt out of this organisation...really can't stand it...

Anyway...all i can do is pray for a better result that someone can help me...

Well, better dun say this...so yesterday went to weisong's house for his house warming. So got play abit of mahjong but no money type...and found that too long never play liao...lost the skill of anticipate of people's tiles...so maybe really lost the interest of play...can anyone help me...whahaha...but play with no money or play small small also can 10cent 20cent? kekeke

Baking time

Well, i'm back on baking again...the passion never dies...whahaha...well, 2 days ago i just bake porfitroles. It quite similar like cream puff...according to my mother. Well, I started at 8pm at night and finish around 11pm. Which that takes me around 3hrs to bake. Actually it also include making the chocolate mousse and require at least 3 hrs of refridgerate. Anyway it is quite nice. Hopefully can do somemore for friends to taste. Hahaha....

Well...hopefully I can update the recipe into my food and dessert blog A.S.A.P with photos...

Youth Donor Recuitment

Yup, today straight after my duty rush down to Beatty Sec at Toa Payoh for the donor recuitment. It was my first time doing such recuitment. It is mainly recuiting new members to join the YDC (Youth Donor Club) as to this club provides information on donating blood and as the members, we organises activities for ourselves to gain educational and fun.

Well, today recuitment was not that good coz we only can recuit around 21 youth to join this club that is a sub division by the Singapore Red Cross. Anyway hope to participate more on this. Whahaha coz can see pretty gals and handsome guys... :P

I'm so tired...tml still got duty...better knock off early...

Happy National Day

Its been almost 3 years that I never have a day off on National Day. Well today finally got to have a day off and can able to relax watching the NDP. On 2003, I was in school doing duty on National Day. On 2004, I was actually in the NDP doing working party for the colours party. And last year 2005, I was activated to patrol the Marina Bay as there are mass display for the Navy ships and carnival. However, this year due to my ship on yard phase. So no need to do duty and I have the oppuninty to see the fireworks. Whahaha

Anyway, today thought that will be remain at home watching TV but happen that call Jolene that she will be watching Fireworks at her Mum house so she invited me to there. And I got to see the Fireworks again. Yeah...But now I ended quite late home coz of the stupid jam. Everyone are like rushing back home.

Well, thats all...And i wish Singapore Happy Birthday! May it will have peace and also prosper as i can get more end-year bounus. Hehehee

Here is a video clip on the fireworks display:

Really Tired...

I'm really tired of things...feel so useless. I really cannot help other. I dunno how much strength i have to carry on. Feel really tired. I wish i can just close my eyes and nothing else that i need to think of.

Happy Birthday

Today...really not much plan. But recieve alot of SMS and email greeting cards for all different people. But most of all is to recieve her email greeting card.

Anyway today went out alone...first when for blood donation den after that garb some cookbooks for myself inprovement. Thats all...simple day.

Anyway tml will celebrate with my dear god-sis and ex-tppc friends. Hope its a greet time for fellowship.

Purpose of begin alive

Why should I blog this post? Well, today is my birthday, this reminds me that I'm lucky to be alive, not a bad thing isn't it. For the past 2 days I was watching this japanese drama series that my friend recommended to me. It really is a touching true story.

I’m watching is called 1 Litre of Tears/Ichi Ritoru no Namida. Its about a 15 year old gal named Ikeuchi Aya which have a terrible disease - spinocerebellar degeneration (SCD). Where the brain gradually deteriorates until the victim was unable to walk, speak and bed-ridden till deathand was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

This drama series is based on the true story a Japanese girl named Kito Aya, who had the same disease. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family, friends, and boyfriend. Her diary “1 Litre of Tears” was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message of, “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.” So far, over 18,000,000 copies of her diary have been sold.

I cry throughout the whole 11 episodes and really that hit me is what is the purpose of begin alive. So what is my purpose of begin alive? Been thinking alot...still thinking...but one day I will know my calling purpose if begin alive. Just as her, thru her phases she wrote touches everyone.

Here are some of thr phases that got from the drama:

" People shouldn't dwell on the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now. "

" What's wrong with falling down? Because as long as I stand up again it'll be just fine. If you look up at the sky after falling down. The blue sky is also today, stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive. "

" Everyone feels pain. But surely after suffering, satisfaction will arrive. Even with sport, studying or other ordeals. With life, it's like that for everyone. If we can beat the pain, on the other side, a rainbow of happiness awaits us. That will definitely becomes a treasure. Let's believe in that. "

Remioromen - Konayuki




Remioromen - 3/9




K - Only Human

Lyrics of Only Human (Jap)

kana shi mi no mu ko u kishi ni
hohoe mi ga a ru to i u yo

kana shi mi no mu ko u kishi ni
hohoe mi ga a ru to i u yo
ta do ri tsu ku so no saki ni wa
nani ga boku ra wo ma- te ru

ni ge ru ta me gya na ku yume wo u ta me ni
tabi ni te ta ha zu sa to- i natsu no a no hi
asita sa e mi e ta na ra ta me i ki mo na i ke do
naka re ni saka ra u fune no yo- ni
ima wa mae he susume

kuru shi mi no tsu ki ta basho ni
shiyawase ga matsu to u yo
boku wa ma da saka shi te i ru
kisetsu ha zu re no hi nawari

ko bu shi nigi ri shi me asahi wo ma te ba
aka i tsume a to ni namida ki ra ri o chiru

kodoku ni mo na re ta na ra tsukia ka ri tayo ri ni
hame na ki tsubasa de tobi ta to
mo-to mae he susume

ame kumo ga ki re ta na ra mu re ta michi ka ga ya ku
nami da ke ga hoshi e te ku re ru tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
tsuyo ku mae he susume

Lyrics of Only Human (Eng)

On the other side of sadness

It is said that there is a smile

Finally we arrived

But what are we waiting for?

The purpose is not to run away

It's to chase after dreams

We should have gone out to travel

On that summer day so long ago

Even tomorrow, if you see it

Through there isn't a sigh either

like a ship going against the current flow

Right now, go forward, move ahead

The place that's shrowed in pain,

Is where happiness waits, they say

I am still searching

It's like an out of seasons sunflowers

If you clench your fists too tight,

And wait for the moving light

Your nails become red with blood,

And shining tears begin to flow

Even if you're left in solitude

With only the moonlight to depend on,

Fly away using featherless wings

And keep moving forward

Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds

The wet roads shine

Only the dark will teach,

A stronger and stronger light

Be strong, go forward, move forward

Lyrics of Only Human (Chinese)

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Friends...if want to know more about can go to this webby and d/l the series. Watch it yourself, sure will cry just like me...

http://blog.orgday.org/2006/01/24/1-litre-of-tears