Work work work

Its been a long long time that I really have been updating the blog. Well...because too busy with my work and other stuffs. I think i committed too much time on my work liao as found out that i dun have much time spending with family and friends.

Why I writing this...well coz something really strike me...actually is due to yesterday. Coz our ship have been upgraded to sail for patrol and other team took this sailing.

Well, somehow I really dun like to say this but my junior really...haiz...last min ask me to sail due to he got personal reasons but I tell him that I cannot help him coz I thur got lesson to attend and he cannot win me so he call the chief to talk to me. And i find very mean it...coz I told him the reason that why i cannot yet he still dun believe me ask the chief.

I really very angry at that point of moment coz is not i dun wan to help but every time I got problem ask him he also reject me. If not need to exchange...which i find that he wans good deal for himself and never think of others. I dun wan his problem that end up into my own problem. Den who going to help my problem. I already lost alot of time on my own, but i dun wan to lost my own pride for work.

Haiz...really hate this organization. Hate the core values especially the "Care for Soldier" where got care. Make use of us...drain all our blood till end.

Wish 3 years quickly over so that i can early release.

I want to ORD................find another job!