3 Years another 3 more years

Its been 3 years of work in the Navy and I have seen alot of changes in myself and the force too. I dunno whether I have change better or worst but, i learn alot of things in Navy and it sometimes built up my leadership as i lack of. Moreover i the type that are soft spoken person so dun dare to voice out my ideas and unhappiness. But now i do voice out to my officers that what really the men wants.

Well, now i really need to think of my future. I somehow abit of frighten coz wat can i do after ORD as in 3 years times. Time flies...just a split second and its there. By the time, i will be 28 going 29. I dun wan to start thinking wat i should do after that. Now i really dunno wat should do. Should i continue my passion on culinary or prepare for my studies in university. 2 choices...career, family and money...all came into my mind. If i go for my passion...i sure will have my career but...wont really earn much and maybe my family will suffer for the awhile of time. But if i go for studies, I dunno i can study just like i use to it...exam stress, projects and reports, just dunno whether i can cope or not. I dun wan to take too much risk coz i not young liao...not much time to waste...maybe i think too much but i wont wan to make my family suffer.

Now i really need God's help...may his mighty power show me the way. I know that it is a test on my faith and i know i need to accomplish this mission to gain my faith. Now all i need is to pray for the best not the worst. Pray for the success not the failure. Pray for the strength not the weakness.

May all this empower to me! Thank you Father lord!

P.S after writing this it really make me a strike to work for things not to wait...so 80% of faith is there...i will be working towards my goals....