Tuesday, April 29, 2008
We won!
Yeah...Finally my ship won the NE award and everything that really pays off. Thank God! Now need to prepare testimony for the interview...whahaha
Sunday, April 27, 2008
3 months schedule
Yup...Just got my 3 months schedule.
26th - 28th May : Off Days
31st May : Bye bye Singapore!
: Enroute to Brunei
2nd - 4th June : Brunei Harbour
5th June : Sailing
6th - 7th June : Brunei Harbour
8th - 12th June : Enroute to Guam
13th - 15th June : Guam Harbour
16th - 25th June : Enroute to Hawaii
26th June - 7th July : Pearl Harbour (Hawaii)
8th - 29th July : Sailing
30th July - 1st August: Pearl Harbour (Hawaii)
2nd - 13th August : Enroute to Yokusuka (Japan)
14th - 17th August : Yokusuka Harbour (Japan)
18th - 25th August : Enroute to Zhanjiang (China)
26th - 28th August : Zhanjiang Harbour (China)
29th August - 2nd Sep : Enroute back Singapore
3rd Sep : I'm back!
Yup...I'm going to miss National Day, sailing on my birthday...most of all going to miss the local foods and friends for these few months.
26th - 28th May : Off Days
31st May : Bye bye Singapore!
: Enroute to Brunei
2nd - 4th June : Brunei Harbour
5th June : Sailing
6th - 7th June : Brunei Harbour
8th - 12th June : Enroute to Guam
13th - 15th June : Guam Harbour
16th - 25th June : Enroute to Hawaii
26th June - 7th July : Pearl Harbour (Hawaii)
8th - 29th July : Sailing
30th July - 1st August: Pearl Harbour (Hawaii)
2nd - 13th August : Enroute to Yokusuka (Japan)
14th - 17th August : Yokusuka Harbour (Japan)
18th - 25th August : Enroute to Zhanjiang (China)
26th - 28th August : Zhanjiang Harbour (China)
29th August - 2nd Sep : Enroute back Singapore
3rd Sep : I'm back!
Yup...I'm going to miss National Day, sailing on my birthday...most of all going to miss the local foods and friends for these few months.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Busy...but still have time
Well...been very busy on my work commitment and things are pouring more...I dunno whether I can carry this heavy load.I even dun have time to garb my power nap during lunch time. Worst of all, lately keep OT for nothing. Haiz...How I wish my colleague can come back and help me with the load.
Now all I can depend on God. Pray for the strength for the stamina, wisdom for the knowledge and peace for the emotion to stay cool and not to flame up.
Well, but just now...I still have time to make Oreo cheese cake...dunno nice or not...coz anther first try. Hope it taste nice...anyway...got people to be my taster...whahaha :P
Now all I can depend on God. Pray for the strength for the stamina, wisdom for the knowledge and peace for the emotion to stay cool and not to flame up.
Well, but just now...I still have time to make Oreo cheese cake...dunno nice or not...coz anther first try. Hope it taste nice...anyway...got people to be my taster...whahaha :P
Monday, April 21, 2008
Oopz...making fun
Haha...
:P
P.S: Just receive SMS from my dear CGL...and somehow my itchy hands return some funny SMS back. Really making fun of her...whahaha...
O.S: "Childish"
:B
:P
P.S: Just receive SMS from my dear CGL...and somehow my itchy hands return some funny SMS back. Really making fun of her...whahaha...
O.S: "Childish"
:B
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Smile
"Why are you keep on smiling?" someone ask me.
Something that strike my mind that I didn't notice it. Am I keep smiling? I just don't know why I can smile all day long. I know that I do have unhappy times where i couldn't smile, but I didn't realise that I smile most of the times even at work or any place. I just simply think of something funny or nice and I will just smile. Even meeting people I will just smile, get scolding I will also smile...am I mad or what? Maybe just my attitude towards life.
Just recently read an acticle about ways to happiness. 10 ways to turn that frown upside down.
1) Be less virtual, more 3-D
Time to spend with people not computer
2) who do we appreciate
make a list of things that you are grateful or counting the blessing...
3) rack'em up
Think of every postive experience and simply add them up.
4) Think memorable. not materials
Remembers the memory of a good time with friends or family which last forever.
5) Go to the funny side
Try to smile at the absurdities of the life. Time to LOL
6) Escape to your stress-free zone
Think a place that will feel calm and happy
7) See the glass as half full
Always think of the bright side.
8) Find your inner artist
Think back to when you have time for creative expression.
9) Do something good
Acts of kindness, even small things works
10) Seize the moment
Why wait for an event...do it today
Luke 12:23~26
Something that strike my mind that I didn't notice it. Am I keep smiling? I just don't know why I can smile all day long. I know that I do have unhappy times where i couldn't smile, but I didn't realise that I smile most of the times even at work or any place. I just simply think of something funny or nice and I will just smile. Even meeting people I will just smile, get scolding I will also smile...am I mad or what? Maybe just my attitude towards life.
Just recently read an acticle about ways to happiness. 10 ways to turn that frown upside down.
1) Be less virtual, more 3-D
Time to spend with people not computer
2) who do we appreciate
make a list of things that you are grateful or counting the blessing...
3) rack'em up
Think of every postive experience and simply add them up.
4) Think memorable. not materials
Remembers the memory of a good time with friends or family which last forever.
5) Go to the funny side
Try to smile at the absurdities of the life. Time to LOL
6) Escape to your stress-free zone
Think a place that will feel calm and happy
7) See the glass as half full
Always think of the bright side.
8) Find your inner artist
Think back to when you have time for creative expression.
9) Do something good
Acts of kindness, even small things works
10) Seize the moment
Why wait for an event...do it today
Luke 12:23~26
Working hard but doesn't Gain
Last week, gone for a entire 5 days of sailing. During the entire sailing been trying very hard and seems that the superiors only think about themselves but didn't bother to think of the mens.
Why I have such a big issue? Well, I know everyone is trying there best to do perform, but the more haste less speed...I dunno whether the Officers know about this. But I was totally drain out for the first 2 days. For the first day, we are very busy with own things and hoping to settle it before we gone for sailing and everyone is tired by then in the afternoon. And once we set sail in the evening, drills come in and keep on playing until midnight. Even worst, my watch was allocated on 3am till 7am, which means...I only sleep max of 3 hrs but thats not all. After handing over the watch at 7am, I thought that I have an hour of sleep but nope. Just before 8am, the officers were so "Spider" that they started the serials for the day. As a flight deck specialist, I need to rush up and suit up myself and prep for helo landing. We waited until 10am, then the commencing of the helo landing. Stupid rite? But I must thank God for protecting me coz I was so tired that when I went to receive the seahawk helo which is the first time receiving this type of helo, I am not very sure where to lash it. I was task to lash at the rear part and not knowning that the rear rotary blade was just a few meters away from me...maybe i was too focus on finding the lashing point, if i walk to the rear even more, I don't think I will be blogging now...Hahaha
After the helo landing serial finish which took 4 landing and by then it was around 12 noon and we still need to keep the gears and I was totally wet after all the physical execrise. I quickly went for a quick bathe and after changing a new sets of clothes, the pipe for next serial. I didn't even have my lunch. I was abit fed up by this time. So I went to manned my station and just I request for going for my lunch as we still have enough time and people to rotate before the serial starts.
But what is the answer they give? Why don't u call up the chef to reserve a pack for you. Okay...since like that I cannot deny. So I make a call to reserve it. So i got to bare thru which tired and hunger for another 2 hrs.
After the end of the serial, I quickly rush down to the gallery(kitchen) to garb my reserve pack food but guess what, the chef throw away all the food and I was so boil up. I just went to the dining hall and garb my drink and some of my colleagues ask why my face so dark. I just tell them the truth and continue to close up my watch.
To me, it is not just food, but why should we work so hard and the higher rank don't eveen bother to check up on us if we have our lunch or does we have hydrate ourselves before any serial. Don't really feel like working onboard this ship. The officers only think about themselves does they really care about us?
I just have the thought of doing my job mininal and thats all. But does that gain for us too? I really dunno... alot of my colleagues are hard-hearted and they dun feel like working for the ship...
It seems the old days have gone...I still remember the days where we gone thru hardship and we still are happy but after the new management...everything seems wrong.
Maybe my decision is correct...when time to move, i will move
Why I have such a big issue? Well, I know everyone is trying there best to do perform, but the more haste less speed...I dunno whether the Officers know about this. But I was totally drain out for the first 2 days. For the first day, we are very busy with own things and hoping to settle it before we gone for sailing and everyone is tired by then in the afternoon. And once we set sail in the evening, drills come in and keep on playing until midnight. Even worst, my watch was allocated on 3am till 7am, which means...I only sleep max of 3 hrs but thats not all. After handing over the watch at 7am, I thought that I have an hour of sleep but nope. Just before 8am, the officers were so "Spider" that they started the serials for the day. As a flight deck specialist, I need to rush up and suit up myself and prep for helo landing. We waited until 10am, then the commencing of the helo landing. Stupid rite? But I must thank God for protecting me coz I was so tired that when I went to receive the seahawk helo which is the first time receiving this type of helo, I am not very sure where to lash it. I was task to lash at the rear part and not knowning that the rear rotary blade was just a few meters away from me...maybe i was too focus on finding the lashing point, if i walk to the rear even more, I don't think I will be blogging now...Hahaha
After the helo landing serial finish which took 4 landing and by then it was around 12 noon and we still need to keep the gears and I was totally wet after all the physical execrise. I quickly went for a quick bathe and after changing a new sets of clothes, the pipe for next serial. I didn't even have my lunch. I was abit fed up by this time. So I went to manned my station and just I request for going for my lunch as we still have enough time and people to rotate before the serial starts.
But what is the answer they give? Why don't u call up the chef to reserve a pack for you. Okay...since like that I cannot deny. So I make a call to reserve it. So i got to bare thru which tired and hunger for another 2 hrs.
After the end of the serial, I quickly rush down to the gallery(kitchen) to garb my reserve pack food but guess what, the chef throw away all the food and I was so boil up. I just went to the dining hall and garb my drink and some of my colleagues ask why my face so dark. I just tell them the truth and continue to close up my watch.
To me, it is not just food, but why should we work so hard and the higher rank don't eveen bother to check up on us if we have our lunch or does we have hydrate ourselves before any serial. Don't really feel like working onboard this ship. The officers only think about themselves does they really care about us?
I just have the thought of doing my job mininal and thats all. But does that gain for us too? I really dunno... alot of my colleagues are hard-hearted and they dun feel like working for the ship...
It seems the old days have gone...I still remember the days where we gone thru hardship and we still are happy but after the new management...everything seems wrong.
Maybe my decision is correct...when time to move, i will move
Sunday, April 13, 2008
古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王
情歌王 1/2
情歌王 2/2
情歌王-古巨基歌词
<第一章 - 甜蜜蜜>
(Forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
(两个人的烟火 黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做
(如果·爱 张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
(童话 光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
(很爱很爱你 刘若英)
舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你
只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(我愿意 王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意 为你
(好想好想 古巨基)
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
(明天我要嫁给你了 周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要(终于)嫁给你啦
要不是你问我 要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
<第二章 - 伤离别>
(不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
(阴天 莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟 都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
(飞机场的10:30 陶喆)
Baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是拥有以後就会开始要失去
我给你的越多 你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
(那麽爱你为什麽 黄品源/莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什麽
(你怎麽舍得我难过 黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
(爱我别走 张震狱)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(让我欢喜让我忧 周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
(原来你什麽都不想要 张惠妹)
原来你什麽都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回报
原来你什麽都不想要
(用心良苦 张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
(祝福 张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在烂灿的季节
(吻别 张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
<第三章 - 眼泪的领悟>
(把悲伤留给自己 陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
(征服 那英)
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
(听海 张惠妹)
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心
(味道 辛晓琪)
和身上的味道 我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
(我怀念的 孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以後
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空 最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
(领悟 辛晓琪)
啊!多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
(月亮惹的祸 张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
(我们的爱 F.I.R)
我们的爱 过了就不再回来
直到现在 我还默默的等待
我们的爱 我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远 我都放不开
最後的温暖
(你把我灌醉 黄大伟)
你把我灌醉 你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪 我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉 你让我心碎
爱得收不回
(眼泪 范晓萱)
Oh 眼泪...
眼泪都是我的体会 成长的滋味
Oh 眼泪...
忍住眼泪不让你看见 我在改变
孤单的感觉...
你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪...
<完结章 - 爱是成全>
(情非得已 庚澄庆)
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什麽能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
(你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟)
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息
(心太软 任贤齐)
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
(Forever love 王力宏)
Forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以後 你会是所有
幸福的理由
Forever love
Forever love
Forever love
情歌王 2/2
情歌王-古巨基歌词
<第一章 - 甜蜜蜜>
(Forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
(两个人的烟火 黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做
(如果·爱 张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
(童话 光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
(很爱很爱你 刘若英)
舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你
只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(我愿意 王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意 为你
(好想好想 古巨基)
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
(明天我要嫁给你了 周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要(终于)嫁给你啦
要不是你问我 要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
<第二章 - 伤离别>
(不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
(阴天 莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟 都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
(飞机场的10:30 陶喆)
Baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是拥有以後就会开始要失去
我给你的越多 你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
(那麽爱你为什麽 黄品源/莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什麽
(你怎麽舍得我难过 黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
(爱我别走 张震狱)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(让我欢喜让我忧 周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
(原来你什麽都不想要 张惠妹)
原来你什麽都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回报
原来你什麽都不想要
(用心良苦 张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
(祝福 张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在烂灿的季节
(吻别 张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
<第三章 - 眼泪的领悟>
(把悲伤留给自己 陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
(征服 那英)
就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂
(听海 张惠妹)
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心
(味道 辛晓琪)
和身上的味道 我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
(我怀念的 孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以後
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空 最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
(领悟 辛晓琪)
啊!多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
(月亮惹的祸 张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
(我们的爱 F.I.R)
我们的爱 过了就不再回来
直到现在 我还默默的等待
我们的爱 我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远 我都放不开
最後的温暖
(你把我灌醉 黄大伟)
你把我灌醉 你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪 我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉 你让我心碎
爱得收不回
(眼泪 范晓萱)
Oh 眼泪...
眼泪都是我的体会 成长的滋味
Oh 眼泪...
忍住眼泪不让你看见 我在改变
孤单的感觉...
你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪...
<完结章 - 爱是成全>
(情非得已 庚澄庆)
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什麽能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
(你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟)
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息
(心太软 任贤齐)
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
(Forever love 王力宏)
Forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以後 你会是所有
幸福的理由
Forever love
Forever love
Forever love
Stress
Yup, It been awhile that the blog is not been updated.
Well...after one of my colleague took a few months of no pay leave. My job load seems to be more and everything that he is handling, i got to took over and there are so much things that follow up. Like that shipboard keys, my department admin work which i need to keep track. Urgh...feel so tired and the entire 2 weeks, I feel drain out. How can I survive this situation.
Moreover, my dept L is tendering his resignation. Which means my department going to be lesser people and I got more work to do. Haiz...So now I need to slowly take over the spares units and keep track on the systems.
Now I need to settle admin and also techinical things which, I dunno whether I can hang on for how long.
Now all I can do is to pray for strength and power.
Well...after one of my colleague took a few months of no pay leave. My job load seems to be more and everything that he is handling, i got to took over and there are so much things that follow up. Like that shipboard keys, my department admin work which i need to keep track. Urgh...feel so tired and the entire 2 weeks, I feel drain out. How can I survive this situation.
Moreover, my dept L is tendering his resignation. Which means my department going to be lesser people and I got more work to do. Haiz...So now I need to slowly take over the spares units and keep track on the systems.
Now I need to settle admin and also techinical things which, I dunno whether I can hang on for how long.
Now all I can do is to pray for strength and power.
