God Please Show Me the Way!
I dunno whether I should write this or not...coz after much thinking I decided to write it coz I know that she won't be reading this also...
I dunno how to start this but it seems i really now dunno wat I am writing now coz my mind is really blank off. All I think is about her...well, we neither have started nor ended...my relationship between her just as a friend...a friend that only talk in SMS and MSN. We never talk thru the phone nor meet up for any dates. Am i silly? Yup...i guess so...I dunno why, maybe I scared that the relationship maybe gone...I just wan her to know that I care for her but i dun even dare to tell her the truth...
Everytime we talk about our life and wats happening around us...and everytime thru the chatting, I get to know her better...but I just dun have the guts to ask her out...coz i'm scare of rejection...I just struck there...
Everyday, I will be there online just waiting for her to online...hoping to chat wif her for couple of sentence then I will be very happy...
However, time dun really allow us...her applications have approve and now selecting her uni. I know she will be away for further studies on her degree this coming mid year. I really dunno now... I know I might be selfish if I wish she didn't have to go overseas for further studies but its her future...Who am I off hers...i dun have close relationship with her so how can i ask her to stay...well, maybe I need to calm down this moment...
I hope she will be always happy...no matter how long it takes...i will wait for her... People may think i silly but it is very difficult for a person like me to forget about this relationship....haiz!
God! I really need you to answer my prayer...I...just wan her happy...
Now i need to hurry up with the things i going to prepare for her...hope she like it...
Wat a stupid silly guy...
Friday, April 14, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
My first food and dessert blog
Finally I just make a new blog on my food and dessert that i keen on it. It is mainly on recipe that i have try out certain recipe that i done and would like to share it to my friends. If any question can give me comments on it. Thanks
Here is my food and dessert blog address:
http://bochupdafooddessert.blogspot.com/
Finally I just make a new blog on my food and dessert that i keen on it. It is mainly on recipe that i have try out certain recipe that i done and would like to share it to my friends. If any question can give me comments on it. Thanks
Here is my food and dessert blog address:
http://bochupdafooddessert.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
BEEN FORUNATE OR NOT
Its been very long time that I have not been updating my blog. It seems that i going to close down this blog soon. Anyway my answer is NO. But will try my best to keep a constant update on it...
Well, dunno why today wanted to blog coz there is a sudden urge i wanted to write this incident that i saw this afternoon onboard the train when i was going back home.
It happen when this lady step in the train with her two children. One is a elder sister and the other one is a younger brother. I was in a sleeping mode when this young little kid started to make a loud bang on the door, and waken me coz I was sitting near to the exit. In the begining, I was quite angry coz sleep so good and kena waken by someone very tulan...anyway...this young boy keep hitting the door and i cannot fall asleep again liao. I wanted to tell the mother, but alot of ppl on the train so i ignore again...
The train getting less ppl when it reaches to kallang station and happen the elder sister and the mother is sitting quite next to me so as the young boy...saw his face expression. The eyes are red and the mother started questioning him. He say that why sis took his half portion of M&M and refuse to give him the other half. Oh...great! kids, really small small things need to bring out meh...but his mother was very patiently explain to him that if his sister wants just let her have it. The words that hit me it that, she told him that "sis cannot eat alot of candy and why you just can't give it to her as your mouth can taste more candies than her. You are better forunate to taste alot of candy than her." Yup, the elder sister is really abit handicapped. Coz i saw she communicate with her mother using hand signs and her face not that normal. Maybe she got certain disease that she need to keep away certain food.
After these words...i started think that am i forunate...coz i am healthlier than those who are now fighting with diease or maybe some are born handicapped. I'm luckily to be born healthly. Sometimes we should really think of these ppl. Wat will we going to do if we are in their shoes? I really dunno...so if really needed, we really neeed to spare some thoughts on this handicapped ppl.
Life may not be the as smooth as wat we think. There are ups and downs period. But if we are just like those handicapped ppl, we will be always in the down period coz no one will give us a spare thought somemore ppl will give certain sight on it.
Well, maybe really need to look in to these handicapped ppl. Spend some of care and concern to them.
Its been very long time that I have not been updating my blog. It seems that i going to close down this blog soon. Anyway my answer is NO. But will try my best to keep a constant update on it...
Well, dunno why today wanted to blog coz there is a sudden urge i wanted to write this incident that i saw this afternoon onboard the train when i was going back home.
It happen when this lady step in the train with her two children. One is a elder sister and the other one is a younger brother. I was in a sleeping mode when this young little kid started to make a loud bang on the door, and waken me coz I was sitting near to the exit. In the begining, I was quite angry coz sleep so good and kena waken by someone very tulan...anyway...this young boy keep hitting the door and i cannot fall asleep again liao. I wanted to tell the mother, but alot of ppl on the train so i ignore again...
The train getting less ppl when it reaches to kallang station and happen the elder sister and the mother is sitting quite next to me so as the young boy...saw his face expression. The eyes are red and the mother started questioning him. He say that why sis took his half portion of M&M and refuse to give him the other half. Oh...great! kids, really small small things need to bring out meh...but his mother was very patiently explain to him that if his sister wants just let her have it. The words that hit me it that, she told him that "sis cannot eat alot of candy and why you just can't give it to her as your mouth can taste more candies than her. You are better forunate to taste alot of candy than her." Yup, the elder sister is really abit handicapped. Coz i saw she communicate with her mother using hand signs and her face not that normal. Maybe she got certain disease that she need to keep away certain food.
After these words...i started think that am i forunate...coz i am healthlier than those who are now fighting with diease or maybe some are born handicapped. I'm luckily to be born healthly. Sometimes we should really think of these ppl. Wat will we going to do if we are in their shoes? I really dunno...so if really needed, we really neeed to spare some thoughts on this handicapped ppl.
Life may not be the as smooth as wat we think. There are ups and downs period. But if we are just like those handicapped ppl, we will be always in the down period coz no one will give us a spare thought somemore ppl will give certain sight on it.
Well, maybe really need to look in to these handicapped ppl. Spend some of care and concern to them.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Secondary Friends Gathering
It been along time i have not meet up with my sec friends since i when to ITE for my second path of eduacation. However still very happy that some of them still remember me...So today we meet up for a dinner at NYDC in Orchard and later we went to K-box at Toa Payoh.
Here are some of the photos that I've taken:
Guoliang and Xuiefei singing japanese song wor!
Smile Xuefei! Dun give a sad look...
Xuefei and Liping...The sisters....
Me and Liping... 
Its both of us again...haha!
The two handsome guys....cheers! 
Mass massage...Liping, Guoliang, Zhenpu and Lijun 
The Ladies of the night...Liping, Lijun and Xuefei
Smile...taken in NYDC outside Hereen
Our room...damn big...see the projector screen...
Help...I'm been force rape....Urgh!
Handsome guys...Guoliang, Me and Zhenpu
It been along time i have not meet up with my sec friends since i when to ITE for my second path of eduacation. However still very happy that some of them still remember me...So today we meet up for a dinner at NYDC in Orchard and later we went to K-box at Toa Payoh.
Here are some of the photos that I've taken:
Guoliang and Xuiefei singing japanese song wor! 
Oopz who turn off the lights?
Smile Xuefei! Dun give a sad look...
Xuefei and Liping...The sisters....
Me and Liping... 
Its both of us again...haha!
The two handsome guys....cheers! 
Mass massage...Liping, Guoliang, Zhenpu and Lijun 
The Ladies of the night...Liping, Lijun and Xuefei
Smile...taken in NYDC outside Hereen
Our room...damn big...see the projector screen...
Help...I'm been force rape....Urgh!
Handsome guys...Guoliang, Me and Zhenpu
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
SEAMAN MAKAN
Well, today finally is our outside sport and my shipcrews all came down to Waterloo St for a prayer. Hoping the coming year will be a smooth and easy time for us. Wish that wont keep activating us.
Anyway, after the praying. Some of us went to play pool or LAN before going for the seaman makan at bugis. So me and my CWCS, went for a way coz the time is still early. In the end, we end up in SMU campus. Hahaha...however, due to security reason, we only can walk the basement concourse...haiz! too bad cannot go in to take a good look of the campus. Actually is looking at girls...whahaha...so we just walk ard and ended up sitting at the foodcourt of the SMU and started to chat.
After that, we dash back to bugis for the seaman makan and time for hot steamboat...yummy!
The ultimate big eater - Chai
Pang: I'm soo full...
Well, today finally is our outside sport and my shipcrews all came down to Waterloo St for a prayer. Hoping the coming year will be a smooth and easy time for us. Wish that wont keep activating us.
Anyway, after the praying. Some of us went to play pool or LAN before going for the seaman makan at bugis. So me and my CWCS, went for a way coz the time is still early. In the end, we end up in SMU campus. Hahaha...however, due to security reason, we only can walk the basement concourse...haiz! too bad cannot go in to take a good look of the campus. Actually is looking at girls...whahaha...so we just walk ard and ended up sitting at the foodcourt of the SMU and started to chat.
After that, we dash back to bugis for the seaman makan and time for hot steamboat...yummy!
Our table steamboat...
CRNS and CWCS are the hungry men!
Com'on throw everything inside
Chong finding his fishball
CWCS happily eating...yummy!
My Cheeky NO
Lum: I think GO took my meat!
The ultimate big eater - Chai
Yucks...This is chai's table steamboat
The four jokers...Soong, Chris, Pang and Wong
Pang: I'm soo full...
That's me...i'm also full
CRNS also full liao.
Chris in action...Urgh!
After the lunch...
The whole bunch of seaman
We have a great time at the steamboat restraunt...hopefully we can have more time like this to get together.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Sunday, December 18, 2005
An Event Cache - Ed Christmas! and Food Galore!
Okay on the 17th Dec, its time to show face to the geocachers in Singapore. We got a christmas party and also a well deserved sending off Ed, coz he will be leaving Singapore at the end of the month to Arizona. Going to miss him. Hope he can get more caches. Will keep on the look out at his log.
Anyway arrive at Nations aka Junia hse. Thanks her for organising the potluck party and for us to mess up on her house. Heehee! Well, she split up us into groups of 4 and there are Red, Yellow and Blue teams. I'm the Reds! My teammates are Genecola, benruth and HToad. Anyway we have fun coz 3 different groups ran off searching clues ard the Siglap. Haha! We like a bunch of luntics running here and there, singing x'mas song, asking people to take photos and searching for clues under table inside restraunt. Haha...but thats wat geocachers do...we are the search engine.Haha! Anyway...the cache its in Junia's mail box...way to go! The reds and yellow will share the FTF...but i think all teams should deserve for the FTF as all work so hard for it...
After that, we go our buffet dinner...so much food to eat...haha! And on the mean time we also share our experiences of searching cache and asking clues...heehee! Gain alot of info from there...will continue my cache search within this few weeks...hope to hit 30 before a new yr starts.
Heres are some of the photos:
Okay on the 17th Dec, its time to show face to the geocachers in Singapore. We got a christmas party and also a well deserved sending off Ed, coz he will be leaving Singapore at the end of the month to Arizona. Going to miss him. Hope he can get more caches. Will keep on the look out at his log.
Anyway arrive at Nations aka Junia hse. Thanks her for organising the potluck party and for us to mess up on her house. Heehee! Well, she split up us into groups of 4 and there are Red, Yellow and Blue teams. I'm the Reds! My teammates are Genecola, benruth and HToad. Anyway we have fun coz 3 different groups ran off searching clues ard the Siglap. Haha! We like a bunch of luntics running here and there, singing x'mas song, asking people to take photos and searching for clues under table inside restraunt. Haha...but thats wat geocachers do...we are the search engine.Haha! Anyway...the cache its in Junia's mail box...way to go! The reds and yellow will share the FTF...but i think all teams should deserve for the FTF as all work so hard for it...
After that, we go our buffet dinner...so much food to eat...haha! And on the mean time we also share our experiences of searching cache and asking clues...heehee! Gain alot of info from there...will continue my cache search within this few weeks...hope to hit 30 before a new yr starts.
Heres are some of the photos:
The Reds! frm left to right: Benruth, Genecola, HToad and Me aka Bochupda having a toss at Cafe Cartel Siglap
We were at the last place and now entering the coordinates into Genecola GPSr. Here we go for the final cache site.
Found the cache...all deserved to credit FTF!
Chirstmas gifts that we all prepare for exchange
Preparing the foods for the hungry geocachers
Food...Lotsa Food...
thsalbert sharing to Genecola
Ed chossing his X'mas gift
Ed eyeing at Javamama's gift...
A geocacher at work! Wonder what Nations is coming up to next...planning to seek or hide a cache?
The Team Singapore! Geocachers family
P.S I have a great time meeting the geocachers and hope that more this kind of event will come. And hope to see them when geocaching and getting the FTF. LOL! Cheers for Singapore Geocachers!
Geocaching Payback Time...
Due to sailing and lotsa stuffs been bugging at me so didn't go for geocaching for past 2 weeks and kinda lost to alot of newbies as they got more caches found den me...Urgh
Anyway...on 15 Dec'o5, I went for geocaching alone in the morning and found 5 urban caches by myself. After finding the 5th cache, went for lunch at Marina Square and call my brother-in-law. Asking him whether he wants to join me for an afternoon geocaching...and he agrees.
So we went to East part of singapore for 2 caches. One in Pasir Ris and Changi Village. Afte that, we went to Science Center for another cache at there. Wat a great fun day for me...
1st cache of the day. This cache give me a hard time coz the BIG RED ANTZ are guarding it...i got a few bites for putting it back
A good relax scenery at East Coast where i retrieve my cache.
2nd cache of the day. Located at Tanjong Rhu where the Cosy bay is.
A view at the indoor stadium.
Cosy Bay restraunt...
3rd cache of my day at Esplanade Park...actually is going to be my 4th one but before reaching the ground zero saw a crocodile, so got to abort mission as scare kena eaten by it. Hahaha!
4th cache of the day. Located at Substation. I got the keychain...nice!
5th cache of my day at SAM (Singapore Art Museum). Got spotted by muggles when putting back. Must really upgrade my stealth skill. Haha...Thats end my morning search!
6th cache of the day at Pasir Ris. Its my 2nd time there coz the first time didn't manage to find it. Anyway...got a hard time writing the log coz is wet...try to save it but still cannot...
7th cache of the day at Old Changi Hospital. Thot will be 2TF but i become the 5th...wah! FTF goes to thsalbert. I was late 3hrs. Haha...
Last cache of the day at science centre. It really give me a hard time finding the ground zero and great hide out...
P.S Now i back for more caches, now my target is to get 50 caches by Feb. So i still on my way and also hope to get FTF.
