Unpredictable

Its been a long time that I didn't making effort to blog. Alot of things happen...Been working stressful in my work. Try very hard to learn more things and gain more experiences like helo landing and fire fighting. Try very hard...but the more I want, I couldn't focus. I believe there is a will, there is a way. Coz God will provide me the strength and comfort.

Haiz...I'm trouble by my mum health conditions. Was away for a week for work commitment and heard bad news from her when I was back. Firstly, her middle finger got a swollen with a bump or sort of turmor like that which she need to go for an minor operation this end of the month. She was worry about the medical bills. I told her not to worry coz her company should pay for her medical bill as it was due to work related so there should have compensation on it.

However, things got worst as two days later she receive her blood test report which indicated her high blood pressure got worst and on top of that, her liver diagnostic indicated that there is something happen on her liver. I am so scared, I dunno what I can do now. All I can do is to calm down her, saying that maybe the report was a mistake and sugguest that she should go for another blood test to comfirm. Am I bluffing myself? I am worry about her. I trying to control my emotion.

Life is so unpredictable, no one knows whats going to happen. How I wish is me, coz at least I'm insured as my mum didn't got any insurance as she is quite thrity on herself.

I really not yet prepare for anymore bad news...