I'm so fustrated (%^&$@&)

music playing: MayDay - Zhi Zu

Actually i dun wan to write this blog for the time being but, now i have enough. Hump! Why i so angry and fustrated. Okay, no more 'PRIDE' - People Relax I Do Extra

Been pack with those stupid routine given by the SQN liao. Then now keep pushing the sailing to us. Wah Kao! What kind of merging of both SQN 182/189. I think upstairs in the SQN are mostly dominated by the SQN 189 people liao. Den my SQN 182 people stand aside sia and kena eat but the 189 people sia.

I now boil up sia. Wat kind of multi-crew concept sia. I dun wish to publish it sia but i have enough...things get from bad to worst sia. What is annual leave means? I take leave also must find people to stand for me to sail if there is and sailing. After that still have to pay back to the person whom i ask for to stand in. Annual leave is an entitlement and given by the government sia. Now i take a leave den still need to pay back means that my leave is just a working day lah... as well dun give better. Then now reduce people onboard, thats means i taking a person pay doing 3 persons job sia. So f*_k up man! Say that multi-crew can spent more time on family and friends but wat i can see is that i getting less with family and friends liao. 1 month got 30 days and half of the month i get to sail and that does not include duties and special operation requirement sia. NAVY is sucker...wans to suck out everyone onboard of PV and APV. Why they dun call the MGB or the MCV to do the special tasking. Keep calling us to do...wats good for that a ship got 2 teams, even if the teams can take it the stress. i dun think the ship alone can take it like my ship it really cannot take it liao. i think sooner it got crack and burst into pieces like this kind of sailing...keep sailing non-stop.

Why i so stress up...coz tomorrow i kena activate for patrol for nothing due to a ship down and the SQN people like to throw their arrows to PV ships coz to them the APV ships are more valuable rather than us. How i know...coz a simple reason coz if ur sons or daughters injured and need to do things will you call them to do or call other sons or daughters to do or else well call your adopted sons or daughters to do?

Of coz call the adopted sons or daughter to do lah...thats human. But they didn't hear our feeling sia...sooner everyone in the wharf will play punk liao...

okay really in a bad mood, coz monday sailing and prolong the sailing time till today then just back home recieve the tomorrow got actiavated again. Wah liao...win liao...worst is that i going to forfieted my tickets to my brother. Damn...cannot go see project superstar concert...Ugh!!!

The tickets for the Project Superstars

Plan tomorrow happily go watch kelly n kelvin and the rest of the participants man now cannot...

Better go rest...and enjoy the idiot sailing...now i have to watch thru the TV with snows on the screen coz the reception is poor out at sea loh :(

P.S Guys n Gals if got anything need to find me urgent pls leave my voice mail mesg. thankx!

Current mood: Angry cum Frustrated