Tuesday, February 15, 2005

What have i been doing...MIA 1

music playing : bread - If

Its been a long time that i didn't update my blog liao. Why? Been buzy for the work i going thru.. Alot of sailing, execrise, operations and tests to go through. But thats not all, i begin to find myself in the mist of my life coz i dun really understand myself liao.

Somehow i intend to write on the blog but i delete again coz i dun really wish to open up myself to others. Okay...somehow why now i wan to write it...its just time for me to relieve myself liao.

For the past few months, been working out with my family relationship. I didnt have a good relationship with my dad coz i found him so nusiance and stubborn. I dun realli have good impression with my dad since when i know how to earn my first pocket money. But now i trying to reduce the arguement with him...but still have lah... Anyway, been worry for monthly utilies bills to fork out. My elder brother didn't fork out any sum of money for paying. I have been paying for the past 1 year since my dad retired. I was wondering if one day i cannot work and cannot earn. Who will help to pay these bills? My parents? Hahha...my parents are old liao and soon my mom oso going to retire too. My elder brother? He onli noes how to spend...he only think that i earning more than him so i need to pay these bills. Shit...i been giving myself too much stress. Maybe i think too much...haiz...wat to do. Need to plan ahead. So dear friends, i may not be that generous to give treat liao coz there are alot of financal constraint in my family. But hawker centre still affordable lah...hehehe

Beside of this my sis and brother in law came back from Australia for their holiday break. So have a chance with them to go out eat and do some shopping. Thanks SIS! coz at least got some ppl to accompany me whenever i feel lonely. Thats bring me stop for the part one of the MIA series. LOL

current mood: tired

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