Sunday, September 16, 2007

Updates

Yup...Its been a while that i didnt blog. I also dunno where to start.

Let see...well, actually yesterday during the service somehow I have a vision. This vision is that i somehow see myself getting a a stall in a coffeeshop, set up a stall that sells food. The signboard is call - Anchorage (a place to stop and rest).

Found this name very interesting, it is a place for ship to stop-over. Life is just like a journey, we need to stop to rest and garb a bite. I hope that in the near future when i finish getting my skill upgraded, I will set up this stall. Even it is small one, but this is a place where people came here for a bite, a place for people to rest, a place for people meet, a place for people to stop, a place for people to gather.

Hoping this place can bring something special to people whenever they are happy or sad.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Unknown $$

Okie...this really freak me out...It has been continuously 3 mths that every end of the month there is always credit sum of money into my account.

Although, It is not a huge amount of money but this money is given by SAF. But usually i get my salary on the 10th. Now I still trying to figure out why they keep on credit in money every end of the month. I only submit 1 USMS for last month and I got the money already. What other possible factors that they can credit money in...I think i should try to ask the seniors around...

Sometimes when money pour in must have its purpose, but in this case, I still don't really know why they keep on credit in. Thats freaking my out. Now I don't whether I should use it or not..but one thing is that 10% of this sum of money surely will go into tithing.

Don't know should call up to check or not...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Overseas Deployment

As most of my friends know that I will be going for the Overseas depolyment next year in 2008.

Thank God! The sailing date have just came out it will be on 26-Jun till 3-Aug 2008. However, this is just the initial dates so mostly the sailing won't be so long. Not like 4 mths. But look at it, the sailing may take up 3 mths which it won't be making me so much of homesick afterall.

Will be updating more as time comes...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Ouch!

Pain! Pain! Pain!

Now I have a blue black on my right knee with a size of my palm. Sob! sob! Why so suay? Yesterday really not my day...first come the unauthorise transaction now come the blue black thingy.

Haiz...wat to do...I think my dark cloud is here...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Hack or Suay?

Well, today was looking at my internet banking and found out that i have 2 unauthorise transactions. With a total sum of $277 been deducted onto my credit card.

I was so shocked coz the transaction dates were like donkey years ago. One was dated on 20/12/2006 and 3/3/2007. Both transactions came from the same company and I already reported to my credit card company and ask them to make investigation on this matter.

Beside these, I also email to the company that have deducted my money. Now I will see how thing goes...hope that I can get back the money.

Haiz...

Monday, August 20, 2007

Insomia

Okay...I'm now still full of energy...HELP ME!

Its been a week liao ever since I came back from my sailing. I need to have enough sleep but now I cannot sleep. Everyday I try to force myself to sleep but eventually I will still wake up in an hour time.

Now I just have to wait till 5am so that i can catch some rest...or should be say taking a power nap?

Urgh...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Celebrations of Singapore (Photos)

Yup...Time for me to upload the photos that I have took during the NDP at Marina

4 of Us
Me, Fabian, Jolene and Eugene



Look at out cute cute hats sponser by OSIM



The Red Lions...



This little girl so cute...



Time for KaBoom



Singing National Anthem



Me...just waving my flag



President Inspection



Look at ther bridge...



Wow...Thats a huge wind spash...



Performance started liao



Gay partner







Fireworks



Group photo after the parade



HAPPY BIRTHDAY...



SINGAPORE!!!



cheeky me...whahaha

Yellow Card

Well...kinda sad for the past few days coz I just awarded a yellow card. Because on Mon, my ship have a R3 inspection and just once we slip off. I dunno why just off form of my usual self on that day. My sighting of contacts around the vincity kinda part and pieces. Informations are just jumper around.

Somehow I think I was too focus not to do wrong but in the end, I still make this major mistake and especially during this major inspection.

May be I was too tense up as there are so many high ranking officers looking at us and the fear just got over me...

Anyway a lesson learn. I should relax myself and don't be too tense and focus on the things I need to do, not on the people.

After the incident, I pray and the following day, I'm back to usual self and everything got back to normal but my XO commented how come I was off form. I didn't say much just maybe the anxiety just got over me.

Well, during my quiet time somehow remember Jane give me the book for my brithday gift. I open my bible and read Matthew 14:27~33. It is just as I'm facing...

Somehow I have the courage to get out of my comfort zone but i didn't focus it that cause me to sink. The faith that I have is so little. But after this lesson learn, I have some revelation as sometimes we are too satisfied on our level and we dun really want to step out of our confort zone. As time goes by, we dunno how strong is our faith. Thats why we need to get out of our comfort zone and walk on the water. Even if we didn't make it much, it is a test for our faith.

On this incident, I took my courage to accept the failure. And learn that even failure it will still increase my faith as I will always remember and won't commit the same mistake and next time i will perform better and great.

Thank you. Jesus for the words you have answer to me.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Well...This year is Singapore 42th Birthday and it is thwe first time we are holding at Marina. With a floating platform.

Kinda interesting. So as the mention before that I have tickets and need to find people to go with me. Keep think of people to accompany and yup...found my god-sister Jolene. Together with Eugene and Fabian. However Jolene also have 2 tickets and she give it to her sister and her friend couldn't remember her name.. :P

Anyway this is my first time been a spectator to watch the performance. Quite a good experience and hopefully can still watch in the near future.

Well...currently still in processing the photo that took on the site and too many need to finalise before posting into the blog.

So stay tune for the nice nice photos.

Suay?

Today kinda suay or so call unforunate? Haha...Well, suppose meet up Fiona and Robin for dinner at 7.30pm but reach at Marina Square around 6pm so brought a cup of Starbucks Latte and sat there stone for 1 1/2hr look at people walk here walk there.

So waited for them and we have dinner. A full one. Thanks Robin and Fiona for the birthday gift. Really thanks, will treasure it. Hee hee...

Anyway...we decide to go to SAFRA Mount faber to have a few games of bowling. However, on our way to taxi stand, we hear someone calling 'FIONA'. Wooho...its Jialing and Sze yong. They are catching a movie and we headed down to Mount Faber SAFRA.

Once reach, we were thinking of playing Mahjong so we decided to go to Fio hse to play Majong and we waited so long and there are no taxi sia. So we walk to the bus-stop and dunno why we board a bus and Robin ask the driver whether it headed down to Tiong Bahru. but the driver so opposite and chase us down...Suay sia...

Anyway we boarded 195 and headed doen to Bukit Merah Market and brought some food and again the curse still with us...No Taxi...Suay? So we walk towards to the MRT station where there is a taxi bay. Waited so long and finally we got out taxi, thank God we had this cab coz the a couple wanted to snatch our cab sia...and we hinted them is our hired one they should que.

Well, reach fio hse, we play mahjong together with Fio's mum and guess wat, all of us lost except fio's mum won. Suay!!! Whahaha...anyway played the whole night still later got to go for NDP to watch...no worry how to find people to go with me...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Ten Dollar KTV

Wow...10 dollar KTV? Unbelieveable? Hahaha...yup, thats right! Yesterday, was been invited by Japheth. Went to Chinatown where the KTV is located.

We spent like 40 plus for just 3 person. Everyone have a bowl of sharkfin soup and a drink...whahaha

Although the place was quite small, but it is a time to relax and have fun singing.

O.S I'm terrible in singing...whahaha

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to ME! Yup...old again another year liao. That means wiser abit more. whahaha :P

Well, today really appreciate all the things and programme that my dearest W356 cell group members had planned for me. I know that they are celebrating my birthday but details I'm not so sure until the very last min.

After the FOP service, we went to the Cosy Bay as we are very near the location. To my surprise, William, Irene, Faith, Bernice, Kystal, Jailing and Szeyong were there already chopping the seats. Hahaha! Thanks for getting us the seats!:)

We had our dinner, I suppose consider supper...whahaha...well, to my surprise when the time came to 12 mid-night the waiter came with a chocolate mousse cake. Really HAPPY! :)

O.S - first time celebrating my birthday on the dot.

Lets see what are the following gifts that make me laugh.

 
A chef hat birthday card from W356


 
Children Cookery Cards - For the kids dessert :P


 
356 days a dish?


 
Look at the yellow tags...its all my dearest members birthdates


 
This is my dish which falls on my birthdate...Hehehe


 
Another 2 more cook books


 
Everybody is waiting for Tiramisu


For that, due to everyone wants to eat tiramisu. So they even brought the essentials items for me to make...

 
A packet of Hershey's semi-sweet chocolate chips from Sharon


 
Lady finger biscuits and mascarpone from Mich and Jason


 
Hershey's Cocoa Powder from Pris


 
Very important ingredient for Tiramisu - RUM


 
A magnetic timer from Cherrie
(O.S - Do I require for this?)


 
Containers from Fiona


 
Apron from William and Irene
(O.S - Isn't it so cute...whahaha)


 
Adidas T-shirt from Szeyong and Jialing
(O.S - After all the mess, a new clothes to wear)


 
Something for my spiritual growth from Jane


Thanks for all my dear friends, I will be making it soon so just sit back and wait to be my guinea pig. Whahaha. Finally, thanks everyone for making today a special one.

Oh not to forget just recieve a birthday card from the Church. So nice...

 

 


Lastly, thank you God the things you have given to me. Will keep on praying for my dream to be a chef in the near future. Maximise my potential that you have given to me. Help me to explore my areas to fulfill your mandate. Thank you God. In the name of Jesus. Amen!

Monday, July 30, 2007

Make A Difference

Something to share...

http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com/

Something that can impact yourself and others

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Promotion

Oops forgot to something important. I just got promoted and was been back dated to 1st of May 2007. Yeah! something to celebrate. Guess that most of you guys n gals to ask me out to treat dinner or lunch liao...

Well, I am prepare for that...hee hee...

Deliverance Ministry

Its been a long time that I really have such a wonderful encounter with God. Attended yesterday service that Pastor Mike Conell came to deliever us inner healing and invite the Holy Spirit to cleanse our mind and body.

During the special ministry, I went for the 3rd alter call. This alter call was "FEAR". Been a low self-estem person. I tend to have fear in my life and I fear mostly 356 times and it can consider to be everyday in fear. I fear in everything...rejection, failure, myself and etc.

Once I hear that alter call, I quickly went up to the front for deliverance and felt so strange at first as this is my first time getting deliverance. I felt a strong resistance at first but somehow when the ministry worker lay hands on me. I felt the presence of God came and cast out the spirit of fear from me. I cough out alot of saliva and almost vomit but with the strong faith that I started fasting since thu I have nothing to vomit. Feel refresh after the deliverance and things started to came into my vision when I pray at night.

Somehow the names of my ships which I have been onboard for the pass few years that I have work came into my mind.

RSS Freedom Year 2003 - 2004
RSS Sovereignty Year 2004 - 2006
RSS Steadfast Year 2007 - currently

After alot of pondering, I look in to the dictionary and answers came in.

Freedom
Definition: exemption from the presence of anything specified, independence
Synonyms: Sovereignty

Sovereignty
Definition: the status, dominion, power, or authority of a sovereign; royalty
Synonyms: leadership, management, power, freedom

Steadfast
Defination: firm in purpose, resolution, faith, attachment, etc.
Synonyms: Faithful

I never thought of the names until i look thru the dictionary and everything God speaks thru it. I was set free from my sins and salvation been given to me. God have empower me to fight the devil with him together. With that, I need to build up my faith and stay firmly loyal or constant.

It seems that God really speaks to me under some cicumstances and how I choose to respond back. Which I am very glad and greatful for at the things He have done in my life. I will continue to walk with faith.

Amen...

P.S Thank you Jesus!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Long-time Friendship

Its been quite a long time, I didnt meet up this old friend of mine. Qiang Ren - Japheth. Known him since primary school, its about 19 years going 2 decades liao. Thats long...

Today make effort to hope down his house to play mahjong...whahaha...but no $$ involved. Guess that I'm the winner. Heehee...Won more than 500 :P. We have a great fun chit-chatting and gossiping about the old school days. We even look back the annual year book. Everyone look so nerd and now alot of them got married and looks changes. Wonder if their character changes?

Anyway, he is still my only contactable primary school friend now. I think so...coz alot of them lost contact since everyone move on to secondary school. Thinking is there any chance to contact the rest?

Well...friends are easy make but friendship is very difficult to maintian, it takes time and effort to maintian. Thats what i still lacking of. So need to fine somemore time to catch up with old and new friends....

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Visual DNA



MOODS: SOFISTICAT
You're romantic in your outlook and love a good fairytale. You are a bit of a dreamer, you've got a great imagination. When it comes to art, you appriciate raw and edgy stuff - you like to be challenged. You are definitely open-minded and you favour direct communication. As for music, it's the soundtrack to your world. It gives you focus, and concerntration - you might find it hard to switch off. Your choice of treat shows you love being a little bit naughty. Being good all the time is a bore. You've got a sense of fun and maybe an infectious giggle.

They like to live the high life; mixing in the right circles; always look for their best; they like to impress and make an impact.

FUN: WORKER BEE
Life is exhausting and you never seem to get enough rest - poor thing! Working hard or playing hard, you just have to get some more rest... For kicks, you like to experience life at full volume with the lights on full. You're extremely passionate and emotional, and a bit of exhibitionist? You express yourself and don't mind who's watching. When it comes to holiday, you like to explore and immerse yourself in another culture. Always on the go, you take in as much as you can. You find it hard to switch off, as you like to learn all the time. What grosses you out? You favour natural look and can't stand a pumped and plumped, plastic apperance.

Their ambition drives them through life - work is their No. 1 priority. They are diligent and committed.

HABITS: BACK TO BASICS
Living in a material world. you are always flashing the plastic. You like to live for and not get caught up thinking about tomorrow - hey, that would slow your shopping down. Your choice of drink reflects your love of the stabilitly and comfort of routine. As for the home, you are traditional: you invest in quality and history. You like your home to be as stylish as you are.

They are striving for a simpler life, they do without disposable trends - they are inspired by nature and longevity.

LOVE: LOVE BUG
You're a real romantic and a bit of dreamer. OK, life may not be a movie, but what's wrong with thinking it is? When you think of freedom - you think of being in charge of your direction. To open road and a full tank can take you pretty much anywhere.

They are the type to fall in love a thousand times a day. Their feeling snowball quickly, and they are full of passion.

Early Release?

Well...been having this thought of early release from the force and now exactly it 2 more years to countdown for release.

Been thinking alot...will I be able to use to the outside world environment? Am I able to sustain with the pay cut? Alot of questions been popping out of my mind...but i been praying that God will show me the way. I believe in him that HE will create the best time for my career. If i have to leave the force, mostly I will been going to study and it would be cooking...

Hoping one day I will be a well-known chef in global. Still waiting for my prayer to be answered

Cell Group Multiply

Yup...Once again my cell group multiply liao... Its been almost ayear liao and we again multiply. Old cell grp friends left and join other cell grp and newer ones came in...too bad this coming cell grp I still unable to attend it becoz got sailing...haiz!