你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽 是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌 可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输 好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始 我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦 下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽 是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌 可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输 好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始 我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦 下一次会有更好的情路
爱 我却不能给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输 好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释 这样的一切都只是开始 我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛 苦下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
Friday, April 13, 2007
我可以 - 蔡昮佑
作词:林唯 蔡昮佑
作曲:蔡昮佑
编曲:洪信杰
演唱:蔡昮佑
寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
作曲:蔡昮佑
编曲:洪信杰
演唱:蔡昮佑
寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离我
多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Memories
Well...last night went to Oasis Taiwan Porridage with 2 of my colleagues. We have lotsa things to chat and alot of memories just flash back.
We talk about our old days that how suffering we been thru. Especially when eating the porridage. It kinda sab but it really brings back the memories and how we eat the porridage like using the pork floss, fermented beancurd, cai xin and etc. To younger generation or those who born in a better family they won't have to worry about the meals. But to me, it is a memories that will remind me how poor in times we can suffer.
Anyway, it is good to eat with people whom appreciate the meal.
We talk about our old days that how suffering we been thru. Especially when eating the porridage. It kinda sab but it really brings back the memories and how we eat the porridage like using the pork floss, fermented beancurd, cai xin and etc. To younger generation or those who born in a better family they won't have to worry about the meals. But to me, it is a memories that will remind me how poor in times we can suffer.
Anyway, it is good to eat with people whom appreciate the meal.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Stress
The whole week i've been thru a very stress period. Why? Becoz one of my colleague gone AWOL ( absent without leave). In the military, it is very serious offence and this might have cause he to enter detention barrack.
At first, we have been searching for his news. We even went over his house to make an offical visit and I have to bare with soem emotions coz seeing his parents started to tear down. As an emotional person, I need to control.
For the next past few days, I tried to call his mobile phone but still unable to contact. Our worry is only whether is he still alright or have he been in some accident or not. But one of my colleague say that he will be okie as he know him so well that his inistinic say that he might be in the gambling ship. I also found out that he cheated me to transfer money to his account that he need to pay someone but will return to me on the following day but he didn't. I guess that he use my money to go to gambling ship to gamble. I dunno why he wanted to do that. This really make me sad but now all we need to wait for he to come back. So we waited and waited until thur, he finally call us that he will surrender himself on friday morning.
I felt a relieve at that moment, but now is the critical time as any people cma eto provoke him he might not come back so all we need is to pray that he come back.
Finally he came back and he was send for questioning and just before lunch time, i was called to the office and I was chosen to escort him for the next very hour. Whenever he goes, I was task to escort him.
I have to escort him to the commander office and it was so stiff and the environment was so quiet and he have to face the music and the punishment was to send him to detention barrack for 4 days starting on today (friday) so he will be release on monday. Thank God! I also didn't want to see that he got to harsh punishment. But i felt so sad that i need to handcuff him on the next very moment and have to send him to medicial centre for check up and then to the detention barrack.
On the way, we didn't chat much but I felt so sad that i dun even know wat to say. So all is that i told him we will wait for him and hope that this time he will do some reflection and most of all he can quit his gambling habit. Thats all I pray for.
Arrive at the detention barrack, I have to search his body again and ensure that he didn't have anything in his body and when i sign on the handling over form, emotion came and all i can do is to control it and make our final last word with him that we will see him on mon.
On the way back to camp, my mind is think what will happen on him and is it very tough inside? Questions keep popping out. But i guess that all the answers will got from him on mon ba.
Now I've to pray that he will be okay and may God bless him and make him do reflections for the next few days.
At first, we have been searching for his news. We even went over his house to make an offical visit and I have to bare with soem emotions coz seeing his parents started to tear down. As an emotional person, I need to control.
For the next past few days, I tried to call his mobile phone but still unable to contact. Our worry is only whether is he still alright or have he been in some accident or not. But one of my colleague say that he will be okie as he know him so well that his inistinic say that he might be in the gambling ship. I also found out that he cheated me to transfer money to his account that he need to pay someone but will return to me on the following day but he didn't. I guess that he use my money to go to gambling ship to gamble. I dunno why he wanted to do that. This really make me sad but now all we need to wait for he to come back. So we waited and waited until thur, he finally call us that he will surrender himself on friday morning.
I felt a relieve at that moment, but now is the critical time as any people cma eto provoke him he might not come back so all we need is to pray that he come back.
Finally he came back and he was send for questioning and just before lunch time, i was called to the office and I was chosen to escort him for the next very hour. Whenever he goes, I was task to escort him.
I have to escort him to the commander office and it was so stiff and the environment was so quiet and he have to face the music and the punishment was to send him to detention barrack for 4 days starting on today (friday) so he will be release on monday. Thank God! I also didn't want to see that he got to harsh punishment. But i felt so sad that i need to handcuff him on the next very moment and have to send him to medicial centre for check up and then to the detention barrack.
On the way, we didn't chat much but I felt so sad that i dun even know wat to say. So all is that i told him we will wait for him and hope that this time he will do some reflection and most of all he can quit his gambling habit. Thats all I pray for.
Arrive at the detention barrack, I have to search his body again and ensure that he didn't have anything in his body and when i sign on the handling over form, emotion came and all i can do is to control it and make our final last word with him that we will see him on mon.
On the way back to camp, my mind is think what will happen on him and is it very tough inside? Questions keep popping out. But i guess that all the answers will got from him on mon ba.
Now I've to pray that he will be okay and may God bless him and make him do reflections for the next few days.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Troubles...
There are alot of things happen around me and yet i didn't making any effort to find someone to told about it. I know that the more i keep it to myself, i will start worry more and evntually just cannot take it.
Why i prefer keeping to myself than finding someone that i will speak up. Coz in my life i didn't make effort finding friends or my family...i always just a wanderer, aloner. Maybe it is just an excuse for it but I just dun wan anyone to start worry about me...
Well, maybe i think too much or consider for others but thats my character. Lately, my life had been a mess.
I know helping my friend to settle his loan and now there is a slight problem occuring and I guess i have to ensure everythings to be settle ASAP.
Another thing is that I abit worry about my mother that she told me that she mostly won't be have the energy to continue to work and my brother also will be starting to commence his studies this coming april and things just came in wave...I dunno how long i can hold on... Mostly i just want to pray for the brightest thing or miriacle to happen.
However, another things that really worries my is that will i able to leave the force in 2009? Its been a question mark for me. I still haven save up the money for me to study and I'm just afraid will I able to survive for the time when i leave the force.
I really dunno...all I need is to have financial freedom and able for me to breakthrough to serve to Lord.
Pray very very hard and hope for the best and wish my dark sky will clear!
Why i prefer keeping to myself than finding someone that i will speak up. Coz in my life i didn't make effort finding friends or my family...i always just a wanderer, aloner. Maybe it is just an excuse for it but I just dun wan anyone to start worry about me...
Well, maybe i think too much or consider for others but thats my character. Lately, my life had been a mess.
I know helping my friend to settle his loan and now there is a slight problem occuring and I guess i have to ensure everythings to be settle ASAP.
Another thing is that I abit worry about my mother that she told me that she mostly won't be have the energy to continue to work and my brother also will be starting to commence his studies this coming april and things just came in wave...I dunno how long i can hold on... Mostly i just want to pray for the brightest thing or miriacle to happen.
However, another things that really worries my is that will i able to leave the force in 2009? Its been a question mark for me. I still haven save up the money for me to study and I'm just afraid will I able to survive for the time when i leave the force.
I really dunno...all I need is to have financial freedom and able for me to breakthrough to serve to Lord.
Pray very very hard and hope for the best and wish my dark sky will clear!
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Something to share
一個感人的愛情故事有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心....於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,女孩都想要衝出去對他說,我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是 一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩.
那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,而是希望在我有限的時間裡,證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,這時已經變成植物人的他,眼睛流下了淚水...
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心....於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,女孩都想要衝出去對他說,我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是 一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩.
那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,而是希望在我有限的時間裡,證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,這時已經變成植物人的他,眼睛流下了淚水...
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Lunar New Year
Yup...its again Lunar New Year!
To me, nothing special as been so mature really dun really like about this festive. However, it is my first time in these years that i didn't have to work during this holiday seasons. Coz for the past few years working in the Navy, I have to do my duties or sailing on the eve, day1 and day2 of the lunar new year...kinda sad to work. But this year...i dun have...Yeah!
Anyway...Wish all of you guys and gals a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHOY!
To me, nothing special as been so mature really dun really like about this festive. However, it is my first time in these years that i didn't have to work during this holiday seasons. Coz for the past few years working in the Navy, I have to do my duties or sailing on the eve, day1 and day2 of the lunar new year...kinda sad to work. But this year...i dun have...Yeah!
Anyway...Wish all of you guys and gals a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHOY!
V Day
Its been awhile...I didn't really know what to do for this day coz I really dun really like to spend it and also never happen to celebarte it with someone.
To me...V day is just an ordinary day. But this year abit different...Initially, I wanted to ask her out for dinner but due to her appointment with her family so...I have to foresake it. Anyway...I dunno why i have the courage to make a surprise for her. I just make 36 roses for her. It indicates "MISS YOU" and I just went all the way down to her house to give her. Indeed, she was really surprise for it. But been a stupid fellow, I once again lost my thoughts and didn't express my feelings to her. I guess...once again I will wait for her until she finish her studies.
To myself, it is a breakthrough. This is the first time I really make something for her. Hopefully as time goesby, i wish that there will be more oppununities for me to surprise her.
To me...V day is just an ordinary day. But this year abit different...Initially, I wanted to ask her out for dinner but due to her appointment with her family so...I have to foresake it. Anyway...I dunno why i have the courage to make a surprise for her. I just make 36 roses for her. It indicates "MISS YOU" and I just went all the way down to her house to give her. Indeed, she was really surprise for it. But been a stupid fellow, I once again lost my thoughts and didn't express my feelings to her. I guess...once again I will wait for her until she finish her studies.
To myself, it is a breakthrough. This is the first time I really make something for her. Hopefully as time goesby, i wish that there will be more oppununities for me to surprise her.
Monday, February 12, 2007
Its Over
Yup...finally it is over! Oh i mean is the swimming meet that my training centre conducting. Well...today is the final day and I'm free from the sun coz been a official timer not good loh... Coz have to work under the sun for long hours and nowadays, Mr Sun not very good...keep burning and giving out so much heat...if it don't end soon...I think i goin to get heat stroke liao...Whahaha
Anyway...there are good returns...heehee...tml I'm officially off...Yeah! Guess I have to make good use of tml.
Anyway...there are good returns...heehee...tml I'm officially off...Yeah! Guess I have to make good use of tml.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Something to Share
Well, its been quite a long time that i had never been updating this blog. It is not that I'm really that busy but just feel that alot of things happen around me and I just dun really feel like writing it down.
Anyway, something to share is that I have read about this book called "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. I strongly recommend to people who really need some inspriation and things that really bother us. In this book, it talks about death, fear, family, marraige, money ant etc.
When i was reading this book, some of the passages do touch me and makes me feel how I can really change better.
Qoute from a passage:
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
Anyway, something to share is that I have read about this book called "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. I strongly recommend to people who really need some inspriation and things that really bother us. In this book, it talks about death, fear, family, marraige, money ant etc.
When i was reading this book, some of the passages do touch me and makes me feel how I can really change better.
Qoute from a passage:
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Happy New Year
So fast another year have pass. Here comes a new year! Been living in this world for almost 26 years felt that I really didn't make any good achievements.
Well...really need to buck up myself and set some goals for it.
So my this new year 2007 resolutions are as follows:
1) Spiritual Life
- Attend Cg meetings and Church Service regularly. Know more about God
Although currently I'm stay in camp, hopefully by the end of my course in May. I can start to attend CG meetings. I will make effort to pray everyday and do my daily reflection with God.
2) Family & Friends
- Giving more quality time for family like go out for dinner and vacations.
Since i will be very busy and also unable to take leave until May, hopefully I can plan a vacation with my parents to Taiwan or Hongkong this coming Nov.
- Hope to improve relationship with her.
I know that i didn't been trying very hard on pursuit but coz I really dun want her to feel that I'm a pest. I will still wait for her until she is back on Jul. Maybe i should plan something special...when she is back!
3) Health
- Get Gold for IPPT
Okay, its might be difficult for me to attain Gold award but I must do it...coz for the past 2 years, I only getting a Pass only...must buck up...need to do more push up every night and running everyday at least 3km.
4) Emotional Growth
- Control my anger.
Well, I need to control my anger as it might reflect very bad to myself. So I need to remind myself to control whenever there is a conflict.
5) Education, Intellectual, Professional
- Attain Standard 1 for Indonesian
Okay, i really didn't been putting effort on it. So it is time for me to read up and write and speak Indonesian language daily at least an hr for it. Find someone to teach me during the weekends.
6) Materials
- Debt reduction
Due to large spending, i need to be more thrifty for this year. Spend the necessary items.
- Saving
I set a target to save $10k for this year for my ORD usage as to further my studies on cookery.
7) Leisure
- Vacation
I've plan a short vacation with my parents on the coming Nov to either Taiwan or HongKong
8) Creativity
- New Business ideas.
Actually I've have new business ideas and need to make my own proposal. Hoping to start it on April.
Well...thats all my new year resolutions...and all the best to myself...whahaha
Well...really need to buck up myself and set some goals for it.
So my this new year 2007 resolutions are as follows:
1) Spiritual Life
- Attend Cg meetings and Church Service regularly. Know more about God
Although currently I'm stay in camp, hopefully by the end of my course in May. I can start to attend CG meetings. I will make effort to pray everyday and do my daily reflection with God.
2) Family & Friends
- Giving more quality time for family like go out for dinner and vacations.
Since i will be very busy and also unable to take leave until May, hopefully I can plan a vacation with my parents to Taiwan or Hongkong this coming Nov.
- Hope to improve relationship with her.
I know that i didn't been trying very hard on pursuit but coz I really dun want her to feel that I'm a pest. I will still wait for her until she is back on Jul. Maybe i should plan something special...when she is back!
3) Health
- Get Gold for IPPT
Okay, its might be difficult for me to attain Gold award but I must do it...coz for the past 2 years, I only getting a Pass only...must buck up...need to do more push up every night and running everyday at least 3km.
4) Emotional Growth
- Control my anger.
Well, I need to control my anger as it might reflect very bad to myself. So I need to remind myself to control whenever there is a conflict.
5) Education, Intellectual, Professional
- Attain Standard 1 for Indonesian
Okay, i really didn't been putting effort on it. So it is time for me to read up and write and speak Indonesian language daily at least an hr for it. Find someone to teach me during the weekends.
6) Materials
- Debt reduction
Due to large spending, i need to be more thrifty for this year. Spend the necessary items.
- Saving
I set a target to save $10k for this year for my ORD usage as to further my studies on cookery.
7) Leisure
- Vacation
I've plan a short vacation with my parents on the coming Nov to either Taiwan or HongKong
8) Creativity
- New Business ideas.
Actually I've have new business ideas and need to make my own proposal. Hoping to start it on April.
Well...thats all my new year resolutions...and all the best to myself...whahaha
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Donating Blood
Well...the past 2 days, I've been doing some volunteering work which distribution of leaflets at the Orchard MRT station. It was kinda new experience that i have never done before.
During the distribution, I happen to meet alot of my friends and colleagues. But the most happening was that together with my other volunteer friend - Melvin as he dress up the mascot - our blood buddy...it is kinda funny as we took train all the way to Orchard and alot of people were laughing and astonish by the act...but we have no choice coz we dun have any transport so the only way is to take public transport...also some kinda of publicity ba! heehee
Feel been a star as people keep takig picture on us...whahaha but was a nice experience...will try more on that...whahaha
During the distribution, I happen to meet alot of my friends and colleagues. But the most happening was that together with my other volunteer friend - Melvin as he dress up the mascot - our blood buddy...it is kinda funny as we took train all the way to Orchard and alot of people were laughing and astonish by the act...but we have no choice coz we dun have any transport so the only way is to take public transport...also some kinda of publicity ba! heehee
Feel been a star as people keep takig picture on us...whahaha but was a nice experience...will try more on that...whahaha
The Curse of the Golden Flower
Okie...Last Thur, went to watch movie with my sis and bro-in-law. We have a hard time to think which to choose either The Curse of the Golden Flower or A night in the Muesum. So after a long time of discussion. Finally we chose The Curse of the Golden Flower.
Well...was abit disappointed coz the story line was not very good and the acting also so so only. Just only the part where the whole assassins came to the picture and the plot of the movie started...the rest just can buang liao...whahaha...
P.S Can forget it to watch it...if you want to watch "neh neh" :P
Well...was abit disappointed coz the story line was not very good and the acting also so so only. Just only the part where the whole assassins came to the picture and the plot of the movie started...the rest just can buang liao...whahaha...
P.S Can forget it to watch it...if you want to watch "neh neh" :P
Youth Donor Club Camp
Recently, I have been too busy helping out for the YDC Camp for the logistic and also a trainer for welcome newly members that have join.
The camp was held on the 8th to 10th Dec. However due to my course, I am able to help out on the 8th evening, which i miss my Basic CFA. Anyway hoping to get my CFA next year so that I'm a fully trained First-aided. Heehee
The camp was located at the MOE Adventure Camp site near Tanah Merah. But the main thing need to highlight is that you cannot have a proper sleep coz..."THE PLANES KEEP FLYING PAST" and the "NOISE ARE IRRITATE" whahaha...
Well, the camp was fun and get to know lot of new members and hope that they can be more active on the upcoming activities and try to help out some volunteering works that the Red Cross Blood Donation Programme as mainly our target is to recruit members to donate blood and retain them.
Well...thats all!
The camp was held on the 8th to 10th Dec. However due to my course, I am able to help out on the 8th evening, which i miss my Basic CFA. Anyway hoping to get my CFA next year so that I'm a fully trained First-aided. Heehee
The camp was located at the MOE Adventure Camp site near Tanah Merah. But the main thing need to highlight is that you cannot have a proper sleep coz..."THE PLANES KEEP FLYING PAST" and the "NOISE ARE IRRITATE" whahaha...
Well, the camp was fun and get to know lot of new members and hope that they can be more active on the upcoming activities and try to help out some volunteering works that the Red Cross Blood Donation Programme as mainly our target is to recruit members to donate blood and retain them.
Well...thats all!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Standard Chartered Marathon
This is my first time taking the Standard Chartered Marathon Run and also the first time running a Full Marathon - 42.195Km
Kinda okie for me to run the first 21km which my result timing is 2h 37min 38sec. However due to my abrasion and my knee cap started to pain, i lost my power to run and i came in at 5hr 56min 28sec and I came in as 4456t. My timing for the whole run is 5hr 49min 32sec.
My Bid no. 2451
POC Dinner
Well...today finally is out graudation and we have organise a dinner for ourselves and time for celebrating it. It was a fun time eating, laughing, chit-chating and drinking.
Before going for dinner
POC 'A' Class
He are some of the good pictures that took that day
Before going for dinnerCloser picture (Me, Yongkar, Iris, Jasmen, Jun Xiong)
POC 'A' ClassInformal Chesse!
My Cabin mates with MSG Tan
Friday, December 01, 2006
Class BBQ for POC 'A' 2/06
After 11 weeks of course, today after the community work. All of us, the POC 'A' 2/06 went to our course commander condo to have our gathering bbq dinner and enjoying ourselves as another 1 more day we will be moving to different training centres and some even post back to ship.
Therefore, we plan a bbq dinner for it as a celebration and farewell party. We have a great time of joking and bbqing as I was one of the chef to cook for all my dearest classmates. We also have some drinks and everyone are telling the stories....
It was an enjoyable night although tomorrow we still need to book in camp for the last day of course and do some admin instructions. We also have lucky draw as I got a NTUC voucher that I can use it when i went to my next training centre. Now I kinda a bit drunk...Whoohoo....need to rest for tomorrow POC graduation dinner. I think sure will people come and press the button meaning some people will keep pressing others to drink like me...hopefully tomorrow will not merlion...whahhaa
Therefore, we plan a bbq dinner for it as a celebration and farewell party. We have a great time of joking and bbqing as I was one of the chef to cook for all my dearest classmates. We also have some drinks and everyone are telling the stories....
It was an enjoyable night although tomorrow we still need to book in camp for the last day of course and do some admin instructions. We also have lucky draw as I got a NTUC voucher that I can use it when i went to my next training centre. Now I kinda a bit drunk...Whoohoo....need to rest for tomorrow POC graduation dinner. I think sure will people come and press the button meaning some people will keep pressing others to drink like me...hopefully tomorrow will not merlion...whahhaa
Smile...Sweat!
Oopz...someone snap us!
Makan Time
MSG Tan's little child
Time for lucky draw
Yup...I'm one of the winner...
When there is lucky winner, Sure have unlucky winner too...
Share Of Joy
Well, today done something very meaningful event. Actually today my training institute organised an event for the whole school of trainees to do some community work.
We went to an elderly home at Changi called Peacehaven where it is under part of the salvation army. Our mission today is to bring some of the elderly to the zoo and also help them to clean up the home and make some festive season decorations as Chirstmas is coming.
For me, I was put to incharge one of the elderly as to bring her along to the zoo. I felt so worth to help out in this event as it really can bring some joy for them as most of the old folks, they seldom have the chance to go out. As this is the opportuntiy to let them enjoy the outside scenery. Some of the elderly hardly go out and some even didn't have the chance of visiting the zoo when they are young so I really thank God for giving this ocassion for them. Can really see them smiling and smiling. They are so happy to go to the zoo and some of them are so eager to go as they wanted to put their wheelchair towards the bus by themselves.
Beside it, some of us are require to stay at the home to do some cleaning up and help to do decorations and really it brings out the happiness of the season. Anyway, today really touch my heart as doing community work really brings happiness to someone and also yourself. Its been a long time i didn't do such communtiy work to serve the elderly as I now more active on the younger and youth and 3rd world countries. Maybe I should consider somemore community work for the coming new year resolutions as part of it.
We went to an elderly home at Changi called Peacehaven where it is under part of the salvation army. Our mission today is to bring some of the elderly to the zoo and also help them to clean up the home and make some festive season decorations as Chirstmas is coming.
For me, I was put to incharge one of the elderly as to bring her along to the zoo. I felt so worth to help out in this event as it really can bring some joy for them as most of the old folks, they seldom have the chance to go out. As this is the opportuntiy to let them enjoy the outside scenery. Some of the elderly hardly go out and some even didn't have the chance of visiting the zoo when they are young so I really thank God for giving this ocassion for them. Can really see them smiling and smiling. They are so happy to go to the zoo and some of them are so eager to go as they wanted to put their wheelchair towards the bus by themselves.
Beside it, some of us are require to stay at the home to do some cleaning up and help to do decorations and really it brings out the happiness of the season. Anyway, today really touch my heart as doing community work really brings happiness to someone and also yourself. Its been a long time i didn't do such communtiy work to serve the elderly as I now more active on the younger and youth and 3rd world countries. Maybe I should consider somemore community work for the coming new year resolutions as part of it.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Sea Boat Expedition
Well...last monday, finaaly went for my sea boat expedition with my corhort and we got to paddle from Changi to Sembawang.
However, during the 1 day, we didn't paddle much and mostly we turn on the OBM and charge to the destination as on the schedule. It is also a bad weather coz it tends to turn to bad weather aduring the afternoon and we waited at Paris Ris Park until almost sunset. In order to catch up the time line, we charge all the from there to Sembawang and reach around 8pm.
It seems to be very relax, but things happen to come...the next day, we set sail at 6.30am and during this time. We are not allow to speak a single word and if any one answer back to the instructor, the whole sea boat members got to jump into the sea.
Anyway, my sea boat paddle all the way from Sembawang to Punggol Beach almost 3hrs and had been leading. After the lunch break, we paddle from punggol beach till Paris Ris and it is a competition been brought up by the instructors as whos ever seaboat over take the WO Yeo sea boat will earn a can of soft drinks individual. So my seaboat came to the second and haha...
After that, we still continue to paddle from Pasir Ris park to Changi Beach and everyone was dying coz of the hot weather...and we are granted to turn on the OBM. Finally everyone reach back Changi safety...
However, most of us got sunburn...and it is badly burn just like we have gone in to a fire scene and got roasted...whaha...now i still having my skin peeling...Yucks
However, during the 1 day, we didn't paddle much and mostly we turn on the OBM and charge to the destination as on the schedule. It is also a bad weather coz it tends to turn to bad weather aduring the afternoon and we waited at Paris Ris Park until almost sunset. In order to catch up the time line, we charge all the from there to Sembawang and reach around 8pm.
It seems to be very relax, but things happen to come...the next day, we set sail at 6.30am and during this time. We are not allow to speak a single word and if any one answer back to the instructor, the whole sea boat members got to jump into the sea.
Anyway, my sea boat paddle all the way from Sembawang to Punggol Beach almost 3hrs and had been leading. After the lunch break, we paddle from punggol beach till Paris Ris and it is a competition been brought up by the instructors as whos ever seaboat over take the WO Yeo sea boat will earn a can of soft drinks individual. So my seaboat came to the second and haha...
After that, we still continue to paddle from Pasir Ris park to Changi Beach and everyone was dying coz of the hot weather...and we are granted to turn on the OBM. Finally everyone reach back Changi safety...
However, most of us got sunburn...and it is badly burn just like we have gone in to a fire scene and got roasted...whaha...now i still having my skin peeling...Yucks
Saturday, November 18, 2006
National Education
Well... Its been a few years ago that I still remember when I attend the National Education in my poly times. Currently, just happen that my POC course have this course module insert. So on thur and fri, went to Bukit Merah at Spring Building and attend it.
The lessons consist alot of the past Singapore history that had gone through and how we overcome it. It also have indicate the challenges we are going to face. After the whole 2 days lessons, have alot of thoughts that every individual have its part to play in the role as a Singaporean. Especially facing the challenges in the upcoming years ahead. I know that it is impossible to let everyone to be know their part, but if those have chance to attend the course, they will feel the same as I did. Been the sense of belonging in Singapore. Thats all...
Anyway, during this course I also visited the URA whereby we have a tour on the Singapore City Gallery. It is an exhibition done by the URA where, tourist and Singaporeans can go there visit. It really test how well you know about Singapore's land use, heritage, nature reserves and other intriguing facts in a fun, interactive quiz show hosted by Gurmit Singh. Will be very shock to hear the answers. I also put my hand at the various planning tools for urban design at the Planners' Table. There are also a wall for us to read about people's wants and wishes for their ideal city. Beside these, there are more information that what's coming up next, what can Singapore be 40 years into the 21st Century. With more than 30 hands-on interractive exhibits, a visit promises to be an enjoyable self-discovery. Do come to visit together with friends.
Singapore a virbant country to live, work and play.
The lessons consist alot of the past Singapore history that had gone through and how we overcome it. It also have indicate the challenges we are going to face. After the whole 2 days lessons, have alot of thoughts that every individual have its part to play in the role as a Singaporean. Especially facing the challenges in the upcoming years ahead. I know that it is impossible to let everyone to be know their part, but if those have chance to attend the course, they will feel the same as I did. Been the sense of belonging in Singapore. Thats all...
Anyway, during this course I also visited the URA whereby we have a tour on the Singapore City Gallery. It is an exhibition done by the URA where, tourist and Singaporeans can go there visit. It really test how well you know about Singapore's land use, heritage, nature reserves and other intriguing facts in a fun, interactive quiz show hosted by Gurmit Singh. Will be very shock to hear the answers. I also put my hand at the various planning tools for urban design at the Planners' Table. There are also a wall for us to read about people's wants and wishes for their ideal city. Beside these, there are more information that what's coming up next, what can Singapore be 40 years into the 21st Century. With more than 30 hands-on interractive exhibits, a visit promises to be an enjoyable self-discovery. Do come to visit together with friends.
Singapore a virbant country to live, work and play.
