一個感人的愛情故事有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心....於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,女孩都想要衝出去對他說,我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是 一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩.
那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,而是希望在我有限的時間裡,證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,這時已經變成植物人的他,眼睛流下了淚水...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy Lunar New Year
Yup...its again Lunar New Year!
To me, nothing special as been so mature really dun really like about this festive. However, it is my first time in these years that i didn't have to work during this holiday seasons. Coz for the past few years working in the Navy, I have to do my duties or sailing on the eve, day1 and day2 of the lunar new year...kinda sad to work. But this year...i dun have...Yeah!
Anyway...Wish all of you guys and gals a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHOY!
To me, nothing special as been so mature really dun really like about this festive. However, it is my first time in these years that i didn't have to work during this holiday seasons. Coz for the past few years working in the Navy, I have to do my duties or sailing on the eve, day1 and day2 of the lunar new year...kinda sad to work. But this year...i dun have...Yeah!
Anyway...Wish all of you guys and gals a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHOY!
V Day
Its been awhile...I didn't really know what to do for this day coz I really dun really like to spend it and also never happen to celebarte it with someone.
To me...V day is just an ordinary day. But this year abit different...Initially, I wanted to ask her out for dinner but due to her appointment with her family so...I have to foresake it. Anyway...I dunno why i have the courage to make a surprise for her. I just make 36 roses for her. It indicates "MISS YOU" and I just went all the way down to her house to give her. Indeed, she was really surprise for it. But been a stupid fellow, I once again lost my thoughts and didn't express my feelings to her. I guess...once again I will wait for her until she finish her studies.
To myself, it is a breakthrough. This is the first time I really make something for her. Hopefully as time goesby, i wish that there will be more oppununities for me to surprise her.
To me...V day is just an ordinary day. But this year abit different...Initially, I wanted to ask her out for dinner but due to her appointment with her family so...I have to foresake it. Anyway...I dunno why i have the courage to make a surprise for her. I just make 36 roses for her. It indicates "MISS YOU" and I just went all the way down to her house to give her. Indeed, she was really surprise for it. But been a stupid fellow, I once again lost my thoughts and didn't express my feelings to her. I guess...once again I will wait for her until she finish her studies.
To myself, it is a breakthrough. This is the first time I really make something for her. Hopefully as time goesby, i wish that there will be more oppununities for me to surprise her.
Monday, February 12, 2007
Its Over
Yup...finally it is over! Oh i mean is the swimming meet that my training centre conducting. Well...today is the final day and I'm free from the sun coz been a official timer not good loh... Coz have to work under the sun for long hours and nowadays, Mr Sun not very good...keep burning and giving out so much heat...if it don't end soon...I think i goin to get heat stroke liao...Whahaha
Anyway...there are good returns...heehee...tml I'm officially off...Yeah! Guess I have to make good use of tml.
Anyway...there are good returns...heehee...tml I'm officially off...Yeah! Guess I have to make good use of tml.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Something to Share
Well, its been quite a long time that i had never been updating this blog. It is not that I'm really that busy but just feel that alot of things happen around me and I just dun really feel like writing it down.
Anyway, something to share is that I have read about this book called "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. I strongly recommend to people who really need some inspriation and things that really bother us. In this book, it talks about death, fear, family, marraige, money ant etc.
When i was reading this book, some of the passages do touch me and makes me feel how I can really change better.
Qoute from a passage:
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
Anyway, something to share is that I have read about this book called "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. I strongly recommend to people who really need some inspriation and things that really bother us. In this book, it talks about death, fear, family, marraige, money ant etc.
When i was reading this book, some of the passages do touch me and makes me feel how I can really change better.
Qoute from a passage:
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted."
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Happy New Year
So fast another year have pass. Here comes a new year! Been living in this world for almost 26 years felt that I really didn't make any good achievements.
Well...really need to buck up myself and set some goals for it.
So my this new year 2007 resolutions are as follows:
1) Spiritual Life
- Attend Cg meetings and Church Service regularly. Know more about God
Although currently I'm stay in camp, hopefully by the end of my course in May. I can start to attend CG meetings. I will make effort to pray everyday and do my daily reflection with God.
2) Family & Friends
- Giving more quality time for family like go out for dinner and vacations.
Since i will be very busy and also unable to take leave until May, hopefully I can plan a vacation with my parents to Taiwan or Hongkong this coming Nov.
- Hope to improve relationship with her.
I know that i didn't been trying very hard on pursuit but coz I really dun want her to feel that I'm a pest. I will still wait for her until she is back on Jul. Maybe i should plan something special...when she is back!
3) Health
- Get Gold for IPPT
Okay, its might be difficult for me to attain Gold award but I must do it...coz for the past 2 years, I only getting a Pass only...must buck up...need to do more push up every night and running everyday at least 3km.
4) Emotional Growth
- Control my anger.
Well, I need to control my anger as it might reflect very bad to myself. So I need to remind myself to control whenever there is a conflict.
5) Education, Intellectual, Professional
- Attain Standard 1 for Indonesian
Okay, i really didn't been putting effort on it. So it is time for me to read up and write and speak Indonesian language daily at least an hr for it. Find someone to teach me during the weekends.
6) Materials
- Debt reduction
Due to large spending, i need to be more thrifty for this year. Spend the necessary items.
- Saving
I set a target to save $10k for this year for my ORD usage as to further my studies on cookery.
7) Leisure
- Vacation
I've plan a short vacation with my parents on the coming Nov to either Taiwan or HongKong
8) Creativity
- New Business ideas.
Actually I've have new business ideas and need to make my own proposal. Hoping to start it on April.
Well...thats all my new year resolutions...and all the best to myself...whahaha
Well...really need to buck up myself and set some goals for it.
So my this new year 2007 resolutions are as follows:
1) Spiritual Life
- Attend Cg meetings and Church Service regularly. Know more about God
Although currently I'm stay in camp, hopefully by the end of my course in May. I can start to attend CG meetings. I will make effort to pray everyday and do my daily reflection with God.
2) Family & Friends
- Giving more quality time for family like go out for dinner and vacations.
Since i will be very busy and also unable to take leave until May, hopefully I can plan a vacation with my parents to Taiwan or Hongkong this coming Nov.
- Hope to improve relationship with her.
I know that i didn't been trying very hard on pursuit but coz I really dun want her to feel that I'm a pest. I will still wait for her until she is back on Jul. Maybe i should plan something special...when she is back!
3) Health
- Get Gold for IPPT
Okay, its might be difficult for me to attain Gold award but I must do it...coz for the past 2 years, I only getting a Pass only...must buck up...need to do more push up every night and running everyday at least 3km.
4) Emotional Growth
- Control my anger.
Well, I need to control my anger as it might reflect very bad to myself. So I need to remind myself to control whenever there is a conflict.
5) Education, Intellectual, Professional
- Attain Standard 1 for Indonesian
Okay, i really didn't been putting effort on it. So it is time for me to read up and write and speak Indonesian language daily at least an hr for it. Find someone to teach me during the weekends.
6) Materials
- Debt reduction
Due to large spending, i need to be more thrifty for this year. Spend the necessary items.
- Saving
I set a target to save $10k for this year for my ORD usage as to further my studies on cookery.
7) Leisure
- Vacation
I've plan a short vacation with my parents on the coming Nov to either Taiwan or HongKong
8) Creativity
- New Business ideas.
Actually I've have new business ideas and need to make my own proposal. Hoping to start it on April.
Well...thats all my new year resolutions...and all the best to myself...whahaha
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Donating Blood
Well...the past 2 days, I've been doing some volunteering work which distribution of leaflets at the Orchard MRT station. It was kinda new experience that i have never done before.
During the distribution, I happen to meet alot of my friends and colleagues. But the most happening was that together with my other volunteer friend - Melvin as he dress up the mascot - our blood buddy...it is kinda funny as we took train all the way to Orchard and alot of people were laughing and astonish by the act...but we have no choice coz we dun have any transport so the only way is to take public transport...also some kinda of publicity ba! heehee
Feel been a star as people keep takig picture on us...whahaha but was a nice experience...will try more on that...whahaha
During the distribution, I happen to meet alot of my friends and colleagues. But the most happening was that together with my other volunteer friend - Melvin as he dress up the mascot - our blood buddy...it is kinda funny as we took train all the way to Orchard and alot of people were laughing and astonish by the act...but we have no choice coz we dun have any transport so the only way is to take public transport...also some kinda of publicity ba! heehee
Feel been a star as people keep takig picture on us...whahaha but was a nice experience...will try more on that...whahaha
The Curse of the Golden Flower
Okie...Last Thur, went to watch movie with my sis and bro-in-law. We have a hard time to think which to choose either The Curse of the Golden Flower or A night in the Muesum. So after a long time of discussion. Finally we chose The Curse of the Golden Flower.
Well...was abit disappointed coz the story line was not very good and the acting also so so only. Just only the part where the whole assassins came to the picture and the plot of the movie started...the rest just can buang liao...whahaha...
P.S Can forget it to watch it...if you want to watch "neh neh" :P
Well...was abit disappointed coz the story line was not very good and the acting also so so only. Just only the part where the whole assassins came to the picture and the plot of the movie started...the rest just can buang liao...whahaha...
P.S Can forget it to watch it...if you want to watch "neh neh" :P
Youth Donor Club Camp
Recently, I have been too busy helping out for the YDC Camp for the logistic and also a trainer for welcome newly members that have join.
The camp was held on the 8th to 10th Dec. However due to my course, I am able to help out on the 8th evening, which i miss my Basic CFA. Anyway hoping to get my CFA next year so that I'm a fully trained First-aided. Heehee
The camp was located at the MOE Adventure Camp site near Tanah Merah. But the main thing need to highlight is that you cannot have a proper sleep coz..."THE PLANES KEEP FLYING PAST" and the "NOISE ARE IRRITATE" whahaha...
Well, the camp was fun and get to know lot of new members and hope that they can be more active on the upcoming activities and try to help out some volunteering works that the Red Cross Blood Donation Programme as mainly our target is to recruit members to donate blood and retain them.
Well...thats all!
The camp was held on the 8th to 10th Dec. However due to my course, I am able to help out on the 8th evening, which i miss my Basic CFA. Anyway hoping to get my CFA next year so that I'm a fully trained First-aided. Heehee
The camp was located at the MOE Adventure Camp site near Tanah Merah. But the main thing need to highlight is that you cannot have a proper sleep coz..."THE PLANES KEEP FLYING PAST" and the "NOISE ARE IRRITATE" whahaha...
Well, the camp was fun and get to know lot of new members and hope that they can be more active on the upcoming activities and try to help out some volunteering works that the Red Cross Blood Donation Programme as mainly our target is to recruit members to donate blood and retain them.
Well...thats all!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Standard Chartered Marathon
This is my first time taking the Standard Chartered Marathon Run and also the first time running a Full Marathon - 42.195Km
Kinda okie for me to run the first 21km which my result timing is 2h 37min 38sec. However due to my abrasion and my knee cap started to pain, i lost my power to run and i came in at 5hr 56min 28sec and I came in as 4456t. My timing for the whole run is 5hr 49min 32sec.
My Bid no. 2451
POC Dinner
Well...today finally is out graudation and we have organise a dinner for ourselves and time for celebrating it. It was a fun time eating, laughing, chit-chating and drinking.
Before going for dinner
POC 'A' Class
He are some of the good pictures that took that day
Before going for dinnerCloser picture (Me, Yongkar, Iris, Jasmen, Jun Xiong)
POC 'A' ClassInformal Chesse!
My Cabin mates with MSG Tan
Friday, December 01, 2006
Class BBQ for POC 'A' 2/06
After 11 weeks of course, today after the community work. All of us, the POC 'A' 2/06 went to our course commander condo to have our gathering bbq dinner and enjoying ourselves as another 1 more day we will be moving to different training centres and some even post back to ship.
Therefore, we plan a bbq dinner for it as a celebration and farewell party. We have a great time of joking and bbqing as I was one of the chef to cook for all my dearest classmates. We also have some drinks and everyone are telling the stories....
It was an enjoyable night although tomorrow we still need to book in camp for the last day of course and do some admin instructions. We also have lucky draw as I got a NTUC voucher that I can use it when i went to my next training centre. Now I kinda a bit drunk...Whoohoo....need to rest for tomorrow POC graduation dinner. I think sure will people come and press the button meaning some people will keep pressing others to drink like me...hopefully tomorrow will not merlion...whahhaa
Therefore, we plan a bbq dinner for it as a celebration and farewell party. We have a great time of joking and bbqing as I was one of the chef to cook for all my dearest classmates. We also have some drinks and everyone are telling the stories....
It was an enjoyable night although tomorrow we still need to book in camp for the last day of course and do some admin instructions. We also have lucky draw as I got a NTUC voucher that I can use it when i went to my next training centre. Now I kinda a bit drunk...Whoohoo....need to rest for tomorrow POC graduation dinner. I think sure will people come and press the button meaning some people will keep pressing others to drink like me...hopefully tomorrow will not merlion...whahhaa
Smile...Sweat!
Oopz...someone snap us!
Makan Time
MSG Tan's little child
Time for lucky draw
Yup...I'm one of the winner...
When there is lucky winner, Sure have unlucky winner too...
Share Of Joy
Well, today done something very meaningful event. Actually today my training institute organised an event for the whole school of trainees to do some community work.
We went to an elderly home at Changi called Peacehaven where it is under part of the salvation army. Our mission today is to bring some of the elderly to the zoo and also help them to clean up the home and make some festive season decorations as Chirstmas is coming.
For me, I was put to incharge one of the elderly as to bring her along to the zoo. I felt so worth to help out in this event as it really can bring some joy for them as most of the old folks, they seldom have the chance to go out. As this is the opportuntiy to let them enjoy the outside scenery. Some of the elderly hardly go out and some even didn't have the chance of visiting the zoo when they are young so I really thank God for giving this ocassion for them. Can really see them smiling and smiling. They are so happy to go to the zoo and some of them are so eager to go as they wanted to put their wheelchair towards the bus by themselves.
Beside it, some of us are require to stay at the home to do some cleaning up and help to do decorations and really it brings out the happiness of the season. Anyway, today really touch my heart as doing community work really brings happiness to someone and also yourself. Its been a long time i didn't do such communtiy work to serve the elderly as I now more active on the younger and youth and 3rd world countries. Maybe I should consider somemore community work for the coming new year resolutions as part of it.
We went to an elderly home at Changi called Peacehaven where it is under part of the salvation army. Our mission today is to bring some of the elderly to the zoo and also help them to clean up the home and make some festive season decorations as Chirstmas is coming.
For me, I was put to incharge one of the elderly as to bring her along to the zoo. I felt so worth to help out in this event as it really can bring some joy for them as most of the old folks, they seldom have the chance to go out. As this is the opportuntiy to let them enjoy the outside scenery. Some of the elderly hardly go out and some even didn't have the chance of visiting the zoo when they are young so I really thank God for giving this ocassion for them. Can really see them smiling and smiling. They are so happy to go to the zoo and some of them are so eager to go as they wanted to put their wheelchair towards the bus by themselves.
Beside it, some of us are require to stay at the home to do some cleaning up and help to do decorations and really it brings out the happiness of the season. Anyway, today really touch my heart as doing community work really brings happiness to someone and also yourself. Its been a long time i didn't do such communtiy work to serve the elderly as I now more active on the younger and youth and 3rd world countries. Maybe I should consider somemore community work for the coming new year resolutions as part of it.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Sea Boat Expedition
Well...last monday, finaaly went for my sea boat expedition with my corhort and we got to paddle from Changi to Sembawang.
However, during the 1 day, we didn't paddle much and mostly we turn on the OBM and charge to the destination as on the schedule. It is also a bad weather coz it tends to turn to bad weather aduring the afternoon and we waited at Paris Ris Park until almost sunset. In order to catch up the time line, we charge all the from there to Sembawang and reach around 8pm.
It seems to be very relax, but things happen to come...the next day, we set sail at 6.30am and during this time. We are not allow to speak a single word and if any one answer back to the instructor, the whole sea boat members got to jump into the sea.
Anyway, my sea boat paddle all the way from Sembawang to Punggol Beach almost 3hrs and had been leading. After the lunch break, we paddle from punggol beach till Paris Ris and it is a competition been brought up by the instructors as whos ever seaboat over take the WO Yeo sea boat will earn a can of soft drinks individual. So my seaboat came to the second and haha...
After that, we still continue to paddle from Pasir Ris park to Changi Beach and everyone was dying coz of the hot weather...and we are granted to turn on the OBM. Finally everyone reach back Changi safety...
However, most of us got sunburn...and it is badly burn just like we have gone in to a fire scene and got roasted...whaha...now i still having my skin peeling...Yucks
However, during the 1 day, we didn't paddle much and mostly we turn on the OBM and charge to the destination as on the schedule. It is also a bad weather coz it tends to turn to bad weather aduring the afternoon and we waited at Paris Ris Park until almost sunset. In order to catch up the time line, we charge all the from there to Sembawang and reach around 8pm.
It seems to be very relax, but things happen to come...the next day, we set sail at 6.30am and during this time. We are not allow to speak a single word and if any one answer back to the instructor, the whole sea boat members got to jump into the sea.
Anyway, my sea boat paddle all the way from Sembawang to Punggol Beach almost 3hrs and had been leading. After the lunch break, we paddle from punggol beach till Paris Ris and it is a competition been brought up by the instructors as whos ever seaboat over take the WO Yeo sea boat will earn a can of soft drinks individual. So my seaboat came to the second and haha...
After that, we still continue to paddle from Pasir Ris park to Changi Beach and everyone was dying coz of the hot weather...and we are granted to turn on the OBM. Finally everyone reach back Changi safety...
However, most of us got sunburn...and it is badly burn just like we have gone in to a fire scene and got roasted...whaha...now i still having my skin peeling...Yucks
Saturday, November 18, 2006
National Education
Well... Its been a few years ago that I still remember when I attend the National Education in my poly times. Currently, just happen that my POC course have this course module insert. So on thur and fri, went to Bukit Merah at Spring Building and attend it.
The lessons consist alot of the past Singapore history that had gone through and how we overcome it. It also have indicate the challenges we are going to face. After the whole 2 days lessons, have alot of thoughts that every individual have its part to play in the role as a Singaporean. Especially facing the challenges in the upcoming years ahead. I know that it is impossible to let everyone to be know their part, but if those have chance to attend the course, they will feel the same as I did. Been the sense of belonging in Singapore. Thats all...
Anyway, during this course I also visited the URA whereby we have a tour on the Singapore City Gallery. It is an exhibition done by the URA where, tourist and Singaporeans can go there visit. It really test how well you know about Singapore's land use, heritage, nature reserves and other intriguing facts in a fun, interactive quiz show hosted by Gurmit Singh. Will be very shock to hear the answers. I also put my hand at the various planning tools for urban design at the Planners' Table. There are also a wall for us to read about people's wants and wishes for their ideal city. Beside these, there are more information that what's coming up next, what can Singapore be 40 years into the 21st Century. With more than 30 hands-on interractive exhibits, a visit promises to be an enjoyable self-discovery. Do come to visit together with friends.
Singapore a virbant country to live, work and play.
The lessons consist alot of the past Singapore history that had gone through and how we overcome it. It also have indicate the challenges we are going to face. After the whole 2 days lessons, have alot of thoughts that every individual have its part to play in the role as a Singaporean. Especially facing the challenges in the upcoming years ahead. I know that it is impossible to let everyone to be know their part, but if those have chance to attend the course, they will feel the same as I did. Been the sense of belonging in Singapore. Thats all...
Anyway, during this course I also visited the URA whereby we have a tour on the Singapore City Gallery. It is an exhibition done by the URA where, tourist and Singaporeans can go there visit. It really test how well you know about Singapore's land use, heritage, nature reserves and other intriguing facts in a fun, interactive quiz show hosted by Gurmit Singh. Will be very shock to hear the answers. I also put my hand at the various planning tools for urban design at the Planners' Table. There are also a wall for us to read about people's wants and wishes for their ideal city. Beside these, there are more information that what's coming up next, what can Singapore be 40 years into the 21st Century. With more than 30 hands-on interractive exhibits, a visit promises to be an enjoyable self-discovery. Do come to visit together with friends.
Singapore a virbant country to live, work and play.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Been Nice
Well, I dunno why today seems isn't the day for me. Feel so rebellious and wanted to do something funny. Yet really i dunno whether I did it for my rights or not.
Actually, it is about the standing rounds for the cabin and the level. Coz usually everyday, we have rounds conducted during the evening time whereby everyone have to do domestic on the individual cabin and ensure the level are clean so that the officer of the day will inspect when he/she came for their rounds.
Well, becoz of our cabin people have limited people just only 3 persons staying in. And the rest of the cabins wants us to provide people to stand for rounds. Actually in the beginning we have make an agreement that everyone should stand for the level rounds but it became to rotation on cabin. Feel been cheated and my cabin people have been standing more than twice and the rest think that we should stand. Feel abit angry coz they never think in our shoes and the agreement is set by them and yet they are the one who broken it. I rally can't tolerate it so just really dun bother it. So eventually, my cabin didn't want to provide people to stand as level I/C and the rest are irriated by our action.
I just dunno why...is it been nice and never voice out. Now I dun care much. Just like that i think i will wait things to happen. Dun really bother much...
Well...anyway...i guess that is reality. Got to face the world. Haiz!
Actually, it is about the standing rounds for the cabin and the level. Coz usually everyday, we have rounds conducted during the evening time whereby everyone have to do domestic on the individual cabin and ensure the level are clean so that the officer of the day will inspect when he/she came for their rounds.
Well, becoz of our cabin people have limited people just only 3 persons staying in. And the rest of the cabins wants us to provide people to stand for rounds. Actually in the beginning we have make an agreement that everyone should stand for the level rounds but it became to rotation on cabin. Feel been cheated and my cabin people have been standing more than twice and the rest think that we should stand. Feel abit angry coz they never think in our shoes and the agreement is set by them and yet they are the one who broken it. I rally can't tolerate it so just really dun bother it. So eventually, my cabin didn't want to provide people to stand as level I/C and the rest are irriated by our action.
I just dunno why...is it been nice and never voice out. Now I dun care much. Just like that i think i will wait things to happen. Dun really bother much...
Well...anyway...i guess that is reality. Got to face the world. Haiz!
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Toothache
Today finally went to see the dentist in the camp as I already book an appointment on mon. So I thought that only tooth decay so just require to remove the decay part and do the filling, but when the dentist further exam-in, he found out that mostly is not the tooth decay causing it to have the toothache. He found out that my last tooth got abit weird when the show the x-ray. What he found out is that my last tooth, in the centre have a crack line. He suspect that this the real reason that causes to have the pain.
Coz the bateria might have slip into the tooth through the crack line and he wanted to further exam-in on this coming mon as he will drill the hole and check whether the crack is it goes into the centre of the tooth. In the worst case, I might lose this tooth.
He also mention that if remove the tooth, i have 3 options.
1) Just leave it nothing but might feel uncomfortable in the beginning...sound werid to me
2) Inplant another tooth that might cost >$1K...sweat again...
3) a denture...very silly coz just only 1 tooth...
If the tooth can be save, i will have 2 options
1) Root canal...in the future it might drop off due to the grinding...
2) Root canal and crown...best way to protect the tooth...
Well, I really dunno how...just hoping the best and pray that my tooth can be save...
Today finally went to see the dentist in the camp as I already book an appointment on mon. So I thought that only tooth decay so just require to remove the decay part and do the filling, but when the dentist further exam-in, he found out that mostly is not the tooth decay causing it to have the toothache. He found out that my last tooth got abit weird when the show the x-ray. What he found out is that my last tooth, in the centre have a crack line. He suspect that this the real reason that causes to have the pain.
Coz the bateria might have slip into the tooth through the crack line and he wanted to further exam-in on this coming mon as he will drill the hole and check whether the crack is it goes into the centre of the tooth. In the worst case, I might lose this tooth.
He also mention that if remove the tooth, i have 3 options.
1) Just leave it nothing but might feel uncomfortable in the beginning...sound werid to me
2) Inplant another tooth that might cost >$1K...sweat again...
3) a denture...very silly coz just only 1 tooth...
If the tooth can be save, i will have 2 options
1) Root canal...in the future it might drop off due to the grinding...
2) Root canal and crown...best way to protect the tooth...
Well, I really dunno how...just hoping the best and pray that my tooth can be save...
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Finally!
Yeah! Finally everything is over and I can slowly catch my breath back. Abit panic during the presentation to the cohort and yup. Everything is approve. Now just waiting for the rest to prepare for the coming 20th n 21st expedition.
Everything are going to indent by us and we need to coordinate with the rest of different units. Anyway, time files so fast. Just left only a month and I'm going to pass out from the course. Learn alot of things during this course...like the seamanship, seaboat handling, managment, communication and lotsa things that I never think of. Feel quite enriching for coming to this POC, even sometimes I need to rush with the assignments, projects and duties. Futhermore still got been wack by OC. But think back, I've grown more mature in thinking and maybe...I can be a leader in future.
Well...another thing is that...today...she is flying back. Feeling something different in my mind and with this, couldn't sleep for the past few days...keep thinking of her. How can I ask her out...think alot of things...but all negative. Haiz! Feeling really down now and uneasy...she will be back in another hr. Worst of all, this coming friday I got duty, so could go to 85 to meet her and her jiemeis...den sat, I still got the YDC meeting for the organising the dec camp for the new members. Kinda sad...hope can really ask her out and get to know her more.
I just in a state of uncertain. Anyway, I just hope everything will be fine and hope one day she can accept me.
Yeah! Finally everything is over and I can slowly catch my breath back. Abit panic during the presentation to the cohort and yup. Everything is approve. Now just waiting for the rest to prepare for the coming 20th n 21st expedition.
Everything are going to indent by us and we need to coordinate with the rest of different units. Anyway, time files so fast. Just left only a month and I'm going to pass out from the course. Learn alot of things during this course...like the seamanship, seaboat handling, managment, communication and lotsa things that I never think of. Feel quite enriching for coming to this POC, even sometimes I need to rush with the assignments, projects and duties. Futhermore still got been wack by OC. But think back, I've grown more mature in thinking and maybe...I can be a leader in future.
Well...another thing is that...today...she is flying back. Feeling something different in my mind and with this, couldn't sleep for the past few days...keep thinking of her. How can I ask her out...think alot of things...but all negative. Haiz! Feeling really down now and uneasy...she will be back in another hr. Worst of all, this coming friday I got duty, so could go to 85 to meet her and her jiemeis...den sat, I still got the YDC meeting for the organising the dec camp for the new members. Kinda sad...hope can really ask her out and get to know her more.
I just in a state of uncertain. Anyway, I just hope everything will be fine and hope one day she can accept me.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
당신은...나는 바보입니다 - Stay
宮 主題曲 Stay - 你是…… 我是笨蛋
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-1OgVzvoyE
난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
我是傻瓜 我是笨蛋吧
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
後悔也已經晚了 我知道 無法再回頭
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
再也看不到你 我現在也知道
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그러지 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
不要那樣 再次考慮看看
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
我們是怎樣艱辛才能撐到現在
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실 거에요
再次考慮看看 會後悔吧
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다你⋯
我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그대 없이 단 한 순간도 난 살 수 없어요
沒有你 我一瞬間也無法活下去
머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
剪了頭髮 也喝了酒 我仍然流淚
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요...
現在開始不要讓我再墮落下去⋯
宮 主題曲 Stay - 你是…… 我是笨蛋
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-1OgVzvoyE
난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
我是傻瓜 我是笨蛋吧
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
後悔也已經晚了 我知道 無法再回頭
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
再也看不到你 我現在也知道
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그러지 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
不要那樣 再次考慮看看
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
我們是怎樣艱辛才能撐到現在
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실 거에요
再次考慮看看 會後悔吧
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的錯了 真的對不起
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那時後沒有說 我很蠢吧
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
因為到了現在我才這樣焦急的乞求原諒
당신은 나는 바보입니다你⋯
我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
그대 없이 단 한 순간도 난 살 수 없어요
沒有你 我一瞬間也無法活下去
머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
剪了頭髮 也喝了酒 我仍然流淚
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
자존심 때문에
因為那自尊心
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
藉著菸酒讓自己墮落
당신은 나는 바보입니다
你⋯ 我是個笨蛋
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
至今依然愛著 只是整日哭泣
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
你和我全都像個笨蛋一樣
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요...
現在開始不要讓我再墮落下去⋯
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Stress
Why did I say that? Stress...yup! I'm so tired...and now I am still need to compile the stupid AOP presentation slides and the proposal hardcopy for approval.
Thought that no need to do the stupid thingy but...so unlucky kena due to my team score the highest among the cohort. Thats why...I rather scored low than required to sacrified my time on doing this. Worst of all, next week...I got boat training, duty, ROR exam and seamanship. Alot of stupid things going on. I dunno how am i going to pass through the week...I wish for the strength for the boat training, the wisdom to take my ROR exam, the energy and the alertness for doing the duty.
However, the worst of all...she is coming back on the 1st Nov. I really want to meet her... but such a busy schedule, I also dunno how to find the time to meet her. I pray for safety to come back and hope that i could find sometime to ask her out for a movie or so...
Now...all i need is to go back to digest the 3 more proposals from the other teams...i think tonight still cannot sleep liao....
Why did I say that? Stress...yup! I'm so tired...and now I am still need to compile the stupid AOP presentation slides and the proposal hardcopy for approval.
Thought that no need to do the stupid thingy but...so unlucky kena due to my team score the highest among the cohort. Thats why...I rather scored low than required to sacrified my time on doing this. Worst of all, next week...I got boat training, duty, ROR exam and seamanship. Alot of stupid things going on. I dunno how am i going to pass through the week...I wish for the strength for the boat training, the wisdom to take my ROR exam, the energy and the alertness for doing the duty.
However, the worst of all...she is coming back on the 1st Nov. I really want to meet her... but such a busy schedule, I also dunno how to find the time to meet her. I pray for safety to come back and hope that i could find sometime to ask her out for a movie or so...
Now...all i need is to go back to digest the 3 more proposals from the other teams...i think tonight still cannot sleep liao....
