Get to know yourself better
get to know yourself better..go take this quiz..
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
oh no...thats too true...makes me abit scare.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Quiz time...for entertaining myself
okay...abit boliao so find some interesting quizes for myself to do...
- Hmm...quite true...
-Hmm...abit true...
-hahaha...true...for now...
-wor...am i dreaming...LOL
-oh no...i not that observant sia
okay...abit boliao so find some interesting quizes for myself to do...
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
- Hmm...quite true...
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like. |
-Hmm...abit true...
 You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. |
-hahaha...true...for now...
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. |
-wor...am i dreaming...LOL
| Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: C |
 But the details aren't exactly your forte |
-oh no...i not that observant sia
Your Dominant Thinking Style: |
| Experimenting You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them. You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations. You are good at getting a group to reach consensus. |
Your Secondary Thinking Style: |
| Exploring You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. |
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I'm so fustrated (%^&$@&)
music playing: MayDay - Zhi Zu
Actually i dun wan to write this blog for the time being but, now i have enough. Hump! Why i so angry and fustrated. Okay, no more 'PRIDE' - People Relax I Do Extra
Been pack with those stupid routine given by the SQN liao. Then now keep pushing the sailing to us. Wah Kao! What kind of merging of both SQN 182/189. I think upstairs in the SQN are mostly dominated by the SQN 189 people liao. Den my SQN 182 people stand aside sia and kena eat but the 189 people sia.
I now boil up sia. Wat kind of multi-crew concept sia. I dun wish to publish it sia but i have enough...things get from bad to worst sia. What is annual leave means? I take leave also must find people to stand for me to sail if there is and sailing. After that still have to pay back to the person whom i ask for to stand in. Annual leave is an entitlement and given by the government sia. Now i take a leave den still need to pay back means that my leave is just a working day lah... as well dun give better. Then now reduce people onboard, thats means i taking a person pay doing 3 persons job sia. So f*_k up man! Say that multi-crew can spent more time on family and friends but wat i can see is that i getting less with family and friends liao. 1 month got 30 days and half of the month i get to sail and that does not include duties and special operation requirement sia. NAVY is sucker...wans to suck out everyone onboard of PV and APV. Why they dun call the MGB or the MCV to do the special tasking. Keep calling us to do...wats good for that a ship got 2 teams, even if the teams can take it the stress. i dun think the ship alone can take it like my ship it really cannot take it liao. i think sooner it got crack and burst into pieces like this kind of sailing...keep sailing non-stop.
Why i so stress up...coz tomorrow i kena activate for patrol for nothing due to a ship down and the SQN people like to throw their arrows to PV ships coz to them the APV ships are more valuable rather than us. How i know...coz a simple reason coz if ur sons or daughters injured and need to do things will you call them to do or call other sons or daughters to do or else well call your adopted sons or daughters to do?
Of coz call the adopted sons or daughter to do lah...thats human. But they didn't hear our feeling sia...sooner everyone in the wharf will play punk liao...
okay really in a bad mood, coz monday sailing and prolong the sailing time till today then just back home recieve the tomorrow got actiavated again. Wah liao...win liao...worst is that i going to forfieted my tickets to my brother. Damn...cannot go see project superstar concert...Ugh!!!
The tickets for the Project Superstars
Plan tomorrow happily go watch kelly n kelvin and the rest of the participants man now cannot...
Better go rest...and enjoy the idiot sailing...now i have to watch thru the TV with snows on the screen coz the reception is poor out at sea loh :(
P.S Guys n Gals if got anything need to find me urgent pls leave my voice mail mesg. thankx!
Current mood: Angry cum Frustrated
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Escorting RSS FORMINABLE...Steath frigate
music playing: Guang Liang - Tong Hua
Well, yesterday evening just came back from the mission of escorting our Navy new asset ~ 'RSS FORMIABLE' our new frigate back from france.
When should i start the happenings for the past 2 weeks...
Day1 28 June 05
I when back to ship at around 4pm of getting importance doucment for this sailing trip. Abit lugi coz shore leave expire at 6pm sia...anyway, wayang abit here and there to let our people see - the officer? LOL just kidding. One blur thing is that i didnt got my dinner for that coz my chef will not be cooking for the crews until 8pm which is the night snack sia. So no choice got to bare thru it and wait for the night snack to be ready once we are out at sea. At around 8pm, we were ready for the mission to escort the frigate back liao and i got to say bye bye for my homeland 2 weeks liao...going to miss alot of my shows especially my 'Project Superstar'...whahaha...
Day2 29 June 05
Just set sail for a few hour liao and i need to close up my watch duty sia...my watch timing are 2359 till 0400 loh...damn unlucky timing rite? no choice got to do may coz my chief plan the watch sia. Actually not bad liao just finish my night snack den can start do work liao. LOL... as time goes by things started to happen...dunno why we kena storm sia...started to rain heavily and the ship started to pound alot like sitting on viking at amusment park sia. LOL but i am okay coz i dun easily sea sick one coz i can ton one... :P Den it continue through out the night guess what in the morning not much people came up for the breakfast and lunch as for me...LOL i skip my first breakfast of the day... coz eat too much during my watch so still full as i continue my dream land...LOL
but no choice i got up around 11 plus in the afternoon for my watch again... so begin my 4 hours of boring...and we continue our journey to thailand - phuket.
Day3 30 June 05
After yesterday rough sea - the sea state around 2-3 ....quite jalat lah coz alot of crew didnt expect there will be rough sea at Straits of Malacca so quite a few people puke and the heads are so smelly sia...yucks! Anyway soon will be reaching phuket in 0900G which is at 10am in Singapore time. Upon reaching the phuket port, i kena be bluff off by my officer sia...the call me to throw the heaving line 1 which is the first line to reach the wharf bolard sia...and guess wat, this is my first time need to use so much energy to pull the line sia coz the people at the wharf say not enough space for other ship to berth in so need to change another bolard so urgh...i need to take in alot of rope back sia making my backbone pain again sia.
Anyway, dun really mind this coz later got shore leave to go out relax liao...but not too soon coz need to launch seaboat for the divers to check our ship hull wheather got crack and anything is to check any dangerous things under our ship...and by the time finish everything liao and the CTG declare shore leave it is about 1300G liao and shore leaves expire around 2359G sia..hai onli half day to play sia...
Time for shore leave liao...so where did i go? well first stop...the robinson shopping centre at the phuket city. We went there for money changing coz quite a number of us havent change currency loh...den after that, we went the nearby pizza company to get our stomach stuff with pizza...after that we den proceed to Lotus whereby it a huge supermarket bigger than giant and things at there are so cheap sia...but i never got things from there so just walk walk loh...hehehe....as time goes by it is evening liao so wat...time for dinner so we proceed to patong beach where this is the place kena hit jalat jalat during the tusnami. The jounery was quite loh...coz if i not wrong...we travel thru the kata beach den to the patong beach...as we proceed, saw the beach very nice sia but the wave very strong sia...
After we reach patong beach, time for dinner so we when searching a seafood restraunt to eat...we have a hard time bargain with the price sia...LOL will post with picture once i got it from Lifen jie...one of the department chief.
After dinner, time for shopping liao so...we walk along the streets of patong beach...can still see quite a few buildings still building...but my eyes are on items in the shop...and bargain time start...actually didnt buy alot, just bought a sunglass and a beach short on that day. So after that when back to ship before shore leave.
Day 4 01 July 05
Today is SAF day, so everyone got up early and dress up in NO.3 for a parade but thanks to God it rain sia...so no parade is conducted...Yahoo! After my CO muster us in the foremess for the SAF day speech...and soon another day of shore leave begins...
Once liberty declare, we proceed to Big C, another supermarket where near to Lotus, we when there to shop and have our early lunch there the KFC, really wan to kapo the glass for there sia coz just reminds me the early days of Singapore having fastfood restraunts whereby drinks are serve in glass not like now in paper cups...
After that, we proceed to central festival, where it is just like takashimaya so big loh...and at there they also having something like our singapore - the great singapore sale where they call thailand sale festival...alot of discount here and there. Some of my friends when to buy bra for their girlfriend and wife loh...but for me...just accompany them...coz i dun have any girlfriend leh...maybe next time ba...but really cheap leh... new arrival design a whole piece cost around S$30 plus leh...if in singapore need S$50 and above leh...den still got tourist discount of 5% leh...cheap cheap...LOL
Den we when starbuck coffee to wait for the driver to come sia...but he fly kite sia...after we waited him for an hour den he call us say his vehicle breakdown now repairing...wah saio liao...no vehicle how to go to phuket city to RV with others so no choice we when go up a tutu taxi...damn fast sia...LOL
Upon reaching the phuket city, we when to the Supersport store and begin our search of sport wear at there...we the typical singaporean...begin our messy up the bunch of clothes at there sia...LOL
Anyway, later we went to patong beach again for dinnwe and shopping...this time only afew of us when to shop coz the rest wanted to go massage and cheong loh...so time for us to explore other side of patong beach. Den went to a t-shirt stall, where there is a young lady tending the stall her name is kai. We bargain alot till 110 thb for a piece of t-shirt...and bought alot for her...and guess why we know her name coz my friend lah...wans to know her loh...den she so pretty and sweet...LOL den we exchange her numbers...LOL good luck for my friend...
Den we proceed to the smaller lane. To our astonisment, there are more stalls in between sia...and even cheaper sia. We bought shoes and clothes sia...i think i spent quite alot sia...buy the fun thing is the bargaining sia...coz its the feeling u going to outwit the stall keeper sia...although just 10 or 20 thb but we still feel the happiness...den come to the end...we master the bargain skill without saying too much just using calculator sia...if not happy with the price...we go...haha...so ended up we always win...hehehe
Day5 02 July05
Finally today is my duty liao so no shore leave...anyway time for me to rest onboard to recupate the strength for the past few days. No much to say coz duty mah...
Day6 03 July 05
Last day in the phuket before got RV with the frigate. However we still have1/2 day shore leave so went to local product shop to buy some local products and proceed to big c to buy titbits and have our lunch at there. As for me i order a plate of seafood fried rice and a glass of lemon tea just only 55thb leh...cheap rite? but the lemon tea damn sweet sia and ended up need to pour more plain water to dilute it so really drink 2 more cups sia...damn food...LOL
After that we went to central again coz my friends wanted to buy bra again, so for me...i just walk walk around...and guess wat i found alot of interesting things that Singapore dun have so brought some back...and some glasses back really cheap...less than 10 bucks for a set sia...
After all went back to ship and prepare to sail liao...so around 1700G we set sail to the west towards Armanda Sea which is located at the north tip of sumatra. But for the next few days will be our most miserable becoz the bad sea state is coming...will be continue how i survive in these few days and the kena played by the frigate....
P.S To be continue in part 2....the days at sea
Current mood: Tired
music playing: Guang Liang - Tong Hua
Well, yesterday evening just came back from the mission of escorting our Navy new asset ~ 'RSS FORMIABLE' our new frigate back from france.
When should i start the happenings for the past 2 weeks...
Day1 28 June 05
I when back to ship at around 4pm of getting importance doucment for this sailing trip. Abit lugi coz shore leave expire at 6pm sia...anyway, wayang abit here and there to let our people see - the officer? LOL just kidding. One blur thing is that i didnt got my dinner for that coz my chef will not be cooking for the crews until 8pm which is the night snack sia. So no choice got to bare thru it and wait for the night snack to be ready once we are out at sea. At around 8pm, we were ready for the mission to escort the frigate back liao and i got to say bye bye for my homeland 2 weeks liao...going to miss alot of my shows especially my 'Project Superstar'...whahaha...
Day2 29 June 05
Just set sail for a few hour liao and i need to close up my watch duty sia...my watch timing are 2359 till 0400 loh...damn unlucky timing rite? no choice got to do may coz my chief plan the watch sia. Actually not bad liao just finish my night snack den can start do work liao. LOL... as time goes by things started to happen...dunno why we kena storm sia...started to rain heavily and the ship started to pound alot like sitting on viking at amusment park sia. LOL but i am okay coz i dun easily sea sick one coz i can ton one... :P Den it continue through out the night guess what in the morning not much people came up for the breakfast and lunch as for me...LOL i skip my first breakfast of the day... coz eat too much during my watch so still full as i continue my dream land...LOL
but no choice i got up around 11 plus in the afternoon for my watch again... so begin my 4 hours of boring...and we continue our journey to thailand - phuket.
Day3 30 June 05
After yesterday rough sea - the sea state around 2-3 ....quite jalat lah coz alot of crew didnt expect there will be rough sea at Straits of Malacca so quite a few people puke and the heads are so smelly sia...yucks! Anyway soon will be reaching phuket in 0900G which is at 10am in Singapore time. Upon reaching the phuket port, i kena be bluff off by my officer sia...the call me to throw the heaving line 1 which is the first line to reach the wharf bolard sia...and guess wat, this is my first time need to use so much energy to pull the line sia coz the people at the wharf say not enough space for other ship to berth in so need to change another bolard so urgh...i need to take in alot of rope back sia making my backbone pain again sia.
Anyway, dun really mind this coz later got shore leave to go out relax liao...but not too soon coz need to launch seaboat for the divers to check our ship hull wheather got crack and anything is to check any dangerous things under our ship...and by the time finish everything liao and the CTG declare shore leave it is about 1300G liao and shore leaves expire around 2359G sia..hai onli half day to play sia...
Time for shore leave liao...so where did i go? well first stop...the robinson shopping centre at the phuket city. We went there for money changing coz quite a number of us havent change currency loh...den after that, we went the nearby pizza company to get our stomach stuff with pizza...after that we den proceed to Lotus whereby it a huge supermarket bigger than giant and things at there are so cheap sia...but i never got things from there so just walk walk loh...hehehe....as time goes by it is evening liao so wat...time for dinner so we proceed to patong beach where this is the place kena hit jalat jalat during the tusnami. The jounery was quite loh...coz if i not wrong...we travel thru the kata beach den to the patong beach...as we proceed, saw the beach very nice sia but the wave very strong sia...
After we reach patong beach, time for dinner so we when searching a seafood restraunt to eat...we have a hard time bargain with the price sia...LOL will post with picture once i got it from Lifen jie...one of the department chief.
After dinner, time for shopping liao so...we walk along the streets of patong beach...can still see quite a few buildings still building...but my eyes are on items in the shop...and bargain time start...actually didnt buy alot, just bought a sunglass and a beach short on that day. So after that when back to ship before shore leave.
Day 4 01 July 05
Today is SAF day, so everyone got up early and dress up in NO.3 for a parade but thanks to God it rain sia...so no parade is conducted...Yahoo! After my CO muster us in the foremess for the SAF day speech...and soon another day of shore leave begins...
Once liberty declare, we proceed to Big C, another supermarket where near to Lotus, we when there to shop and have our early lunch there the KFC, really wan to kapo the glass for there sia coz just reminds me the early days of Singapore having fastfood restraunts whereby drinks are serve in glass not like now in paper cups...
After that, we proceed to central festival, where it is just like takashimaya so big loh...and at there they also having something like our singapore - the great singapore sale where they call thailand sale festival...alot of discount here and there. Some of my friends when to buy bra for their girlfriend and wife loh...but for me...just accompany them...coz i dun have any girlfriend leh...maybe next time ba...but really cheap leh... new arrival design a whole piece cost around S$30 plus leh...if in singapore need S$50 and above leh...den still got tourist discount of 5% leh...cheap cheap...LOL
Den we when starbuck coffee to wait for the driver to come sia...but he fly kite sia...after we waited him for an hour den he call us say his vehicle breakdown now repairing...wah saio liao...no vehicle how to go to phuket city to RV with others so no choice we when go up a tutu taxi...damn fast sia...LOL
Upon reaching the phuket city, we when to the Supersport store and begin our search of sport wear at there...we the typical singaporean...begin our messy up the bunch of clothes at there sia...LOL
Anyway, later we went to patong beach again for dinnwe and shopping...this time only afew of us when to shop coz the rest wanted to go massage and cheong loh...so time for us to explore other side of patong beach. Den went to a t-shirt stall, where there is a young lady tending the stall her name is kai. We bargain alot till 110 thb for a piece of t-shirt...and bought alot for her...and guess why we know her name coz my friend lah...wans to know her loh...den she so pretty and sweet...LOL den we exchange her numbers...LOL good luck for my friend...
Den we proceed to the smaller lane. To our astonisment, there are more stalls in between sia...and even cheaper sia. We bought shoes and clothes sia...i think i spent quite alot sia...buy the fun thing is the bargaining sia...coz its the feeling u going to outwit the stall keeper sia...although just 10 or 20 thb but we still feel the happiness...den come to the end...we master the bargain skill without saying too much just using calculator sia...if not happy with the price...we go...haha...so ended up we always win...hehehe
Day5 02 July05
Finally today is my duty liao so no shore leave...anyway time for me to rest onboard to recupate the strength for the past few days. No much to say coz duty mah...
Day6 03 July 05
Last day in the phuket before got RV with the frigate. However we still have1/2 day shore leave so went to local product shop to buy some local products and proceed to big c to buy titbits and have our lunch at there. As for me i order a plate of seafood fried rice and a glass of lemon tea just only 55thb leh...cheap rite? but the lemon tea damn sweet sia and ended up need to pour more plain water to dilute it so really drink 2 more cups sia...damn food...LOL
After that we went to central again coz my friends wanted to buy bra again, so for me...i just walk walk around...and guess wat i found alot of interesting things that Singapore dun have so brought some back...and some glasses back really cheap...less than 10 bucks for a set sia...
After all went back to ship and prepare to sail liao...so around 1700G we set sail to the west towards Armanda Sea which is located at the north tip of sumatra. But for the next few days will be our most miserable becoz the bad sea state is coming...will be continue how i survive in these few days and the kena played by the frigate....
P.S To be continue in part 2....the days at sea
Current mood: Tired
Sunday, June 19, 2005
I'm Back for more...
Music playing: Corrinne May - Save Me
Okay...it's been a long time never update since batam trip. Well because too lazy lah...but also got my course work to do mah...so pai seh.
For my course that i taking is the gaming development in dip so now alot of programming to do and need to rush here n there coz due to my working time, sometime i cannot attend lessons and thats why even during weekend i need to carsh course to keep up with my peers. Moreover end of the month i need to go to puhket for execrise. And will miss about 5 lessons for that period of time mah...help me...i think i going to rush alot of things and catch up with my peer. Urgh...
The more i think of that the more i scare sia...coz i programming is not that easy sia...for a simple bug can cause me to take hours to debug it man...actually i like firefighting style coz i no need to crack my head to think and make a program. :P I think debugging is my piece of cake coz sometimes i got this instinct that which line goes wrong and even wrong...just read through the program once again i will find the fault sia...LOL beli hao lian rite??
Anyway...i now know how to use direct x in progarmming and can produce 2D game for the time been liao...actually quite fun...now even thinking of making my own game in future...I hope so...
Okay better dun tok more on this liao...wait i cannot stand liao...den continue doing somemore programming...i think now my brain is full of codes and sequence...LOL
Back to my family...my sis is now having a toothache that she say is due to her wisdom tooth so need to extract it out, but the appointment for her is this thurday and its just only consultation. i hope she can bare thru the pain for the time coz is exam period for her...anyway dun mind on your beautiful face lah...just bare it for the time been as a pig swollen face lah... :P
Okay...finally thats all i have to say...i think will update once i come back from puhket trip...dun miss me wor!... Yucks...
P.S Bless me God and save me!!! let me be the expert of PROGRAMMINGGG....
Music playing: Corrinne May - Save Me
Okay...it's been a long time never update since batam trip. Well because too lazy lah...but also got my course work to do mah...so pai seh.
For my course that i taking is the gaming development in dip so now alot of programming to do and need to rush here n there coz due to my working time, sometime i cannot attend lessons and thats why even during weekend i need to carsh course to keep up with my peers. Moreover end of the month i need to go to puhket for execrise. And will miss about 5 lessons for that period of time mah...help me...i think i going to rush alot of things and catch up with my peer. Urgh...
The more i think of that the more i scare sia...coz i programming is not that easy sia...for a simple bug can cause me to take hours to debug it man...actually i like firefighting style coz i no need to crack my head to think and make a program. :P I think debugging is my piece of cake coz sometimes i got this instinct that which line goes wrong and even wrong...just read through the program once again i will find the fault sia...LOL beli hao lian rite??
Anyway...i now know how to use direct x in progarmming and can produce 2D game for the time been liao...actually quite fun...now even thinking of making my own game in future...I hope so...
Okay better dun tok more on this liao...wait i cannot stand liao...den continue doing somemore programming...i think now my brain is full of codes and sequence...LOL
Back to my family...my sis is now having a toothache that she say is due to her wisdom tooth so need to extract it out, but the appointment for her is this thurday and its just only consultation. i hope she can bare thru the pain for the time coz is exam period for her...anyway dun mind on your beautiful face lah...just bare it for the time been as a pig swollen face lah... :P
Okay...finally thats all i have to say...i think will update once i come back from puhket trip...dun miss me wor!... Yucks...
P.S Bless me God and save me!!! let me be the expert of PROGRAMMINGGG....
Sunday, May 29, 2005
I'm back from Batam Sailing
music playing: 5566 - Wo Nan Guo
23th May 2005
Now on my way to camp and i using my PDA to write down this blog message and hope to upload after back from Batam Sailing trip.
Well, today early in the morning went to my sis's hse aka jolene for mahjong session. First meet with william and then went together. After arrive...we started to chit chat and playing mahjong. However, we came to a topic on the recent matters that happen on william and fiona relationship. I've no comment on both of them as william just brief thru the problems happen on both of them. His explaination was that lack of time for fiona and outside this working world, for a lady like fiona, she maybe wants to have freedom back again and feeling of been pursuit by guys which most of gals likes this kind of feel. Although i have no place to make this comment but hope that it maybe just a piece of advice to ppl in relationship now...although i have no relationship now... :P
Anyway i dunno who to side but wat i can say is that i will try to find out more of this situation if i can...hope to call her when i came back.
P.S Wat will it happen to me if i got gf and demand me to spent her more time. I think better dun think too much...hope my future gf will tolerate me of not spending her enough time.
Quote for people reading:
Dang zai dui de shi jian ai shang chuo de ren shi yi zhong yi han.
Dang zai chuo de shi jian ai shang dui de ren shi yi zhong yuan fen.
Dang zai chuo de shi jian ai shang chou de ren shi yi zhong ke bei.
Dang zai dui de shi jian ai shang dui de ren shi yi zhong xin fu.
24th May 2005
Okay now i on watch...guess wat due to nothing to do as i am sitting in my room...heehee time to blog thru my PDA again. Today is the day 1 for Batam. Well quite boring coz keep doing the same old thingy things i guess CNA will come to film on this stupid thing...LOL
Quite tired coz never sleep enough and still need to keep watch...Urgh...same as tml...and my back pain is coming back coz keep slipping off for the Surpic.
Oh...forgot...Happy Birthday Ah Leong...too bad got to celebrate your 21st birthday on board.
P.S I so tired...
25th May 2005
Well same as yesterday as today again need to slip of for the Surpic again. Well wat am i goin to do for this...as a operator of the CIS 0.5 gun need to wayang again...LOL wat is navy best can do...Wayang Wayang Wayang again...nothing but Wayang... :P
P.S Tomorrow shore leave liao...dunno where to go sia.
26th May 2005
Haha...finally today is my time to go for shore leave liao...but still have to wait for Chief of Navy to arrive before going for our shore leave. After CNV arrive den we need to wait for the duty watch to go for their bath so waited another 2 hours. For me...hehee have to wait loh but after that came back we went to Nagoya centre to first buy those thingy...Heehee...den went to Matahari so shop for more...but wat make me want to beat someone is when i go for massage which i wanted for foot massage...great...this guy who keep pressing and rub my toes that i feel so pain that i wan to beat him sia...damn pain...next time i dun wan to ask for that liao...
Anyway feel great after the pressing...my leg dun feel numb...but i dun like the process of it...LOL. So after massage when for dinner at A1 where by we meet out Command at there but we are in different tables lah...after having a full meal. Some of my colleage wants to go for happy happy...so they went together with our command...and came back quite late. I wan to box them coz they woke me up early in the morning around 4 plus sia...damn...not enough sleep liao.
P.S Tomorrow is the d day for Surpic liao.
27th May 2005
Okay finally today is the day...so we get ourself prepare. It is quite smooth for the Surpic. But however, we need to escort Command Coastal back to TNB. But abit suay is that the SAF Provost came to sweep the illegal thingys sia...and we waited more than an hour by the time they finish it is about 9pm liao...but still got alot of things kena search out by them. I dunno wat will happen to the ppl kena.
P.S Thanks God...
Current mood: Relaxing
music playing: 5566 - Wo Nan Guo
23th May 2005
Now on my way to camp and i using my PDA to write down this blog message and hope to upload after back from Batam Sailing trip.
Well, today early in the morning went to my sis's hse aka jolene for mahjong session. First meet with william and then went together. After arrive...we started to chit chat and playing mahjong. However, we came to a topic on the recent matters that happen on william and fiona relationship. I've no comment on both of them as william just brief thru the problems happen on both of them. His explaination was that lack of time for fiona and outside this working world, for a lady like fiona, she maybe wants to have freedom back again and feeling of been pursuit by guys which most of gals likes this kind of feel. Although i have no place to make this comment but hope that it maybe just a piece of advice to ppl in relationship now...although i have no relationship now... :P
Anyway i dunno who to side but wat i can say is that i will try to find out more of this situation if i can...hope to call her when i came back.
P.S Wat will it happen to me if i got gf and demand me to spent her more time. I think better dun think too much...hope my future gf will tolerate me of not spending her enough time.
Quote for people reading:
Dang zai dui de shi jian ai shang chuo de ren shi yi zhong yi han.
Dang zai chuo de shi jian ai shang dui de ren shi yi zhong yuan fen.
Dang zai chuo de shi jian ai shang chou de ren shi yi zhong ke bei.
Dang zai dui de shi jian ai shang dui de ren shi yi zhong xin fu.
24th May 2005
Okay now i on watch...guess wat due to nothing to do as i am sitting in my room...heehee time to blog thru my PDA again. Today is the day 1 for Batam. Well quite boring coz keep doing the same old thingy things i guess CNA will come to film on this stupid thing...LOL
Quite tired coz never sleep enough and still need to keep watch...Urgh...same as tml...and my back pain is coming back coz keep slipping off for the Surpic.
Oh...forgot...Happy Birthday Ah Leong...too bad got to celebrate your 21st birthday on board.
P.S I so tired...
25th May 2005
Well same as yesterday as today again need to slip of for the Surpic again. Well wat am i goin to do for this...as a operator of the CIS 0.5 gun need to wayang again...LOL wat is navy best can do...Wayang Wayang Wayang again...nothing but Wayang... :P
P.S Tomorrow shore leave liao...dunno where to go sia.
26th May 2005
Haha...finally today is my time to go for shore leave liao...but still have to wait for Chief of Navy to arrive before going for our shore leave. After CNV arrive den we need to wait for the duty watch to go for their bath so waited another 2 hours. For me...hehee have to wait loh but after that came back we went to Nagoya centre to first buy those thingy...Heehee...den went to Matahari so shop for more...but wat make me want to beat someone is when i go for massage which i wanted for foot massage...great...this guy who keep pressing and rub my toes that i feel so pain that i wan to beat him sia...damn pain...next time i dun wan to ask for that liao...
Anyway feel great after the pressing...my leg dun feel numb...but i dun like the process of it...LOL. So after massage when for dinner at A1 where by we meet out Command at there but we are in different tables lah...after having a full meal. Some of my colleage wants to go for happy happy...so they went together with our command...and came back quite late. I wan to box them coz they woke me up early in the morning around 4 plus sia...damn...not enough sleep liao.
P.S Tomorrow is the d day for Surpic liao.
27th May 2005
Okay finally today is the day...so we get ourself prepare. It is quite smooth for the Surpic. But however, we need to escort Command Coastal back to TNB. But abit suay is that the SAF Provost came to sweep the illegal thingys sia...and we waited more than an hour by the time they finish it is about 9pm liao...but still got alot of things kena search out by them. I dunno wat will happen to the ppl kena.
P.S Thanks God...
Current mood: Relaxing
Top 10 Health Benefits of Drinking Tea
music playing: Ou De Yang - Liu She Cai Hong
Okay got this article from MSN.
1. Tea contains antioxidants. Like the Rust-Oleum paint that keeps your outdoor furniture from rusting, tea's antioxidants protect your body from the ravages of aging and the effects of pollution.
2. Tea has less caffeine than coffee. Coffee usually has two to three times the caffeine of tea (unless you're a fan of Morning Thunder, which combines caffeine with mate, an herb that acts like caffeine in our body). An eight-ounce cup of coffee contains around 135 mg caffeine; tea contains only 30 to 40 mg per cup. If drinking coffee gives you the jitters, causes indigestion or headaches or interferes with sleep -- switch to tea.
3. Tea may reduce your risk of heart attack and stroke. Unwanted blood clots formed from cholesterol and blood platelets cause heart attack and stroke. Drinking tea may help keep your arteries smooth and clog-free, the same way a drain keeps your bathroom pipes clear. A 5.6-year study from the Netherlands found a 70 percent lower risk of fatal heart attack in people who drank at least two to three cups of black tea daily compared to non-tea drinkers.
4. Tea protects your bones. It's not just the milk added to tea that builds strong bones. One study that compared tea drinkers with non-drinkers, found that people who drank tea for 10 or more years had the strongest bones, even after adjusting for age, body weight, exercise, smoking and other risk factors. The authors suggest that this may be the work of tea's many beneficial phytochemicals.
5. Tea gives you a sweet smile. One look at the grimy grin of Austin Powers and you may not think drinking tea is good for your teeth, but think again. It's the sugar added to it that's likely to blame for England's bad dental record. Tea itself actually contains fluoride and tannins that may keep plaque at bay. So add unsweetened tea drinking to your daily dental routine of brushing and flossing for healthier teeth and gums.
6. Tea bolsters your immune defenses. Drinking tea may help your body's immune system fight off infection. When 21 volunteers drank either five cups of tea or coffee each day for four weeks, researchers saw higher immune system activity in the blood of the tea drinkers.
7. Tea protects against cancer. Thank the polyphenols, the antioxidants found in tea, once again for their cancer-fighting effects. While the overall research is inconclusive, there are enough studies that show the potential protective effects of drinking tea to make adding tea to your list of daily beverages.
8. Tea helps keep you hydrated. Caffeinated beverages, including tea, used to be on the list of beverages that didn't contribute to our daily fluid needs. Since caffeine is a diuretic and makes us pee more, the thought was that caffeinated beverages couldn't contribute to our overall fluid requirement. However, recent research has shown that the caffeine really doesn't matter -- tea and other caffeinated beverages definitely contribute to our fluid needs. The only time the caffeine becomes a problem as far as fluid is concerned is when you drink more than five or six cups of a caffeinated beverage at one time.
9. Tea is calorie-free. Tea doesn't have any calories, unless you add sweetener or milk. Consuming even 250 fewer calories per day can result in losing one pound per week. If you're looking for a satisfying, calorie-free beverage, tea is a top choice.
10. Tea increases your metabolism. Lots of people complain about a slow metabolic rate and their inability to lose weight. Green tea has been shown to actually increase metabolic rate so that you can burn 70 to 80 additional calories by drinking just five cups of green tea per day. Over a year's time you could lose eight pounds just by drinking green tea. Of course, taking a 15-minute walk every day will also burn calories.
1. Which tea is better -- green, black, white?There really isn't enough difference to get overly excited about. All teas generally contain the same amount of flavonoids. Green and black tea come from the same plants, but green tea is dried for a shorter time and doesn't go through a fermenting process used for black tea.
2. Are decaffeinated teas just as good for you?Some companies use chemicals to decaffeinate tea; others use a water process. The chemical process removes more of the beneficial polyphenols, so read labels carefully when choosing decaf.
3. How do you brew a perfect cup of tea?For hot tea:Bring one cup of water per tea bag, or teaspoon of dried tea, to a rolling boil.Measure the tea into a glass container (plastic and metal pick up unwanted flavors).Pour the boiling water over your tea and steep to the desired strength. Steep too long and you'll get an acidic taste.For iced tea:Brew your tea with boiling water, as described above.Chill with ice and keep in the fridge.
P.S Hmm...time to switch to tea time...LOL
Current mood: Normal and relaxing
music playing: Ou De Yang - Liu She Cai Hong
Okay got this article from MSN.
1. Tea contains antioxidants. Like the Rust-Oleum paint that keeps your outdoor furniture from rusting, tea's antioxidants protect your body from the ravages of aging and the effects of pollution.
2. Tea has less caffeine than coffee. Coffee usually has two to three times the caffeine of tea (unless you're a fan of Morning Thunder, which combines caffeine with mate, an herb that acts like caffeine in our body). An eight-ounce cup of coffee contains around 135 mg caffeine; tea contains only 30 to 40 mg per cup. If drinking coffee gives you the jitters, causes indigestion or headaches or interferes with sleep -- switch to tea.
3. Tea may reduce your risk of heart attack and stroke. Unwanted blood clots formed from cholesterol and blood platelets cause heart attack and stroke. Drinking tea may help keep your arteries smooth and clog-free, the same way a drain keeps your bathroom pipes clear. A 5.6-year study from the Netherlands found a 70 percent lower risk of fatal heart attack in people who drank at least two to three cups of black tea daily compared to non-tea drinkers.
4. Tea protects your bones. It's not just the milk added to tea that builds strong bones. One study that compared tea drinkers with non-drinkers, found that people who drank tea for 10 or more years had the strongest bones, even after adjusting for age, body weight, exercise, smoking and other risk factors. The authors suggest that this may be the work of tea's many beneficial phytochemicals.
5. Tea gives you a sweet smile. One look at the grimy grin of Austin Powers and you may not think drinking tea is good for your teeth, but think again. It's the sugar added to it that's likely to blame for England's bad dental record. Tea itself actually contains fluoride and tannins that may keep plaque at bay. So add unsweetened tea drinking to your daily dental routine of brushing and flossing for healthier teeth and gums.
6. Tea bolsters your immune defenses. Drinking tea may help your body's immune system fight off infection. When 21 volunteers drank either five cups of tea or coffee each day for four weeks, researchers saw higher immune system activity in the blood of the tea drinkers.
7. Tea protects against cancer. Thank the polyphenols, the antioxidants found in tea, once again for their cancer-fighting effects. While the overall research is inconclusive, there are enough studies that show the potential protective effects of drinking tea to make adding tea to your list of daily beverages.
8. Tea helps keep you hydrated. Caffeinated beverages, including tea, used to be on the list of beverages that didn't contribute to our daily fluid needs. Since caffeine is a diuretic and makes us pee more, the thought was that caffeinated beverages couldn't contribute to our overall fluid requirement. However, recent research has shown that the caffeine really doesn't matter -- tea and other caffeinated beverages definitely contribute to our fluid needs. The only time the caffeine becomes a problem as far as fluid is concerned is when you drink more than five or six cups of a caffeinated beverage at one time.
9. Tea is calorie-free. Tea doesn't have any calories, unless you add sweetener or milk. Consuming even 250 fewer calories per day can result in losing one pound per week. If you're looking for a satisfying, calorie-free beverage, tea is a top choice.
10. Tea increases your metabolism. Lots of people complain about a slow metabolic rate and their inability to lose weight. Green tea has been shown to actually increase metabolic rate so that you can burn 70 to 80 additional calories by drinking just five cups of green tea per day. Over a year's time you could lose eight pounds just by drinking green tea. Of course, taking a 15-minute walk every day will also burn calories.
1. Which tea is better -- green, black, white?There really isn't enough difference to get overly excited about. All teas generally contain the same amount of flavonoids. Green and black tea come from the same plants, but green tea is dried for a shorter time and doesn't go through a fermenting process used for black tea.
2. Are decaffeinated teas just as good for you?Some companies use chemicals to decaffeinate tea; others use a water process. The chemical process removes more of the beneficial polyphenols, so read labels carefully when choosing decaf.
3. How do you brew a perfect cup of tea?For hot tea:Bring one cup of water per tea bag, or teaspoon of dried tea, to a rolling boil.Measure the tea into a glass container (plastic and metal pick up unwanted flavors).Pour the boiling water over your tea and steep to the desired strength. Steep too long and you'll get an acidic taste.For iced tea:Brew your tea with boiling water, as described above.Chill with ice and keep in the fridge.
P.S Hmm...time to switch to tea time...LOL
Current mood: Normal and relaxing
Sunday, May 22, 2005
MS service pack 2......wat af**k
music playing: Twins - Lao Shu Ai Da Me
Okay i'm back from a week of hectic...LOL. Its been afew days i never update the blog liao. Why all thanks to NAVY...argh...because of that my team kena activate 2 days of night sweep out at sea to show presence.
Sian...i look terrible liao...i think need to do some facial coz my skin is so dry.LOL oopz...Anyway next week i going for Batam trip for an open ceremony for the both coordination of Indonesia and Singapore. 4 days be there but got alot of reheresal sia...i think going to stand in the hot sun for at least a couple of hours liao...must drink lotsa of water to sustain. Hear from my officer that there will be filming on us...but too bad i will be cover left my eyes...LOL Wish me good luck for the opening.
Okay...today i'm damn angry with microsoft liao coz the damn service pack 2 is giving me problems again this is my third time install it liao and i will never never install it again coz it first block my access to all windows folders and files...i cannot use internet explorer liao...so makes me feel more angry...now i need to send my laptop for service liao coz i cannot format my HDD coz my recovery disk is spoil...damn i down on my luck...great will God wants to play me...i just get back my laptop for the past few days and now going to sent back...i think i need to sent it next week liao coz i will be back at that time.
Sad siao...but must wonder why i still can blog right...heehee...just found out the the MSN explorer can be use...and quite user friendly...but i still figuring some of the functions...but it can add alot of things together like the MSN messesger, the email, msn music, calender, and still alot sia...time for me to explore abit...:P
okay...i think need to find some solution about this software problem...if really cannot den i need to send for service again...i think the people there also can recongise me liao....this year send for service 3 times liao going for the 4...wahaha...
P.S Damn suay liao...i think going to lose majong tomorrow liao....
current mood: disappointed
music playing: Twins - Lao Shu Ai Da Me
Okay i'm back from a week of hectic...LOL. Its been afew days i never update the blog liao. Why all thanks to NAVY...argh...because of that my team kena activate 2 days of night sweep out at sea to show presence.
Sian...i look terrible liao...i think need to do some facial coz my skin is so dry.LOL oopz...Anyway next week i going for Batam trip for an open ceremony for the both coordination of Indonesia and Singapore. 4 days be there but got alot of reheresal sia...i think going to stand in the hot sun for at least a couple of hours liao...must drink lotsa of water to sustain. Hear from my officer that there will be filming on us...but too bad i will be cover left my eyes...LOL Wish me good luck for the opening.
Okay...today i'm damn angry with microsoft liao coz the damn service pack 2 is giving me problems again this is my third time install it liao and i will never never install it again coz it first block my access to all windows folders and files...i cannot use internet explorer liao...so makes me feel more angry...now i need to send my laptop for service liao coz i cannot format my HDD coz my recovery disk is spoil...damn i down on my luck...great will God wants to play me...i just get back my laptop for the past few days and now going to sent back...i think i need to sent it next week liao coz i will be back at that time.
Sad siao...but must wonder why i still can blog right...heehee...just found out the the MSN explorer can be use...and quite user friendly...but i still figuring some of the functions...but it can add alot of things together like the MSN messesger, the email, msn music, calender, and still alot sia...time for me to explore abit...:P
okay...i think need to find some solution about this software problem...if really cannot den i need to send for service again...i think the people there also can recongise me liao....this year send for service 3 times liao going for the 4...wahaha...
P.S Damn suay liao...i think going to lose majong tomorrow liao....
current mood: disappointed
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Boring...tired...
music playing: JJ Lin - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou
Got it from jolene's blog...time for some bo liao things to do...LOL
Heehee...quite true...
Humm...should i try to make full use of my left brained?? as to improve my communication...LOL. Must lessen usage of my right brain liao.
music playing: JJ Lin - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou
Got it from jolene's blog...time for some bo liao things to do...LOL
Your Birthdate: August 5 |
With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility |
Heehee...quite true...
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
Humm...should i try to make full use of my left brained?? as to improve my communication...LOL. Must lessen usage of my right brain liao.
You Are a Social Blogger! |
 Your blog is more of a semi-private affair for your friends. It's how you keep in touch... sharing stories, jokes, and pics. |
You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal) |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Your Deadly Sins |
Sloth: 100% |
Gluttony: 20% |
Pride: 20% |
Wrath: 20% |
Envy: 0% |
Greed: 0% |
Lust: 0% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23% |
You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek. |
current mood: tired
P.S Sian ah...later still got to stay in again will be back on friday. Life so hectic and boring
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Gossh...
music playing: Lee Hom - Forever Love
Today just back from sailing again...i so tired...really no mood to write on blog but still got to write something coz feel that someone is complaining that i have not been updating my blog. Heehee...
Anyway, didn't make it to my friend's wake coz due to standby status for the past few days that need to stay-in in the base for recall purpose. It quite sad even didn't have the chance to see his last time before he cremated. ~ trying not to think that much...comforting myself. Maybe thats like...so grab hold every now and then...time is so precious dun negret your love ones, friends and even your pets. No body can predict its future.
Lets dun talk about all this sad things...life still goes on...no one owes you, times are bad...but no matter how, we still need to continue to walk this life path.
For the past few days i been sailing for the 'Surpics' which it coordinates with the Indonesia Navy Ships and include RSN ships and Singapore Coastal Guard Patrol Craft to perform a kind of live shows for the lauch of new coordinate between Singapore and Indonesia. Kind of going to be actor again coz from my officers say that there will be filming on us at the actual day which i maybe be film on it coz i will be station on the bridge wing holding the CIS 0.5 guns with bullet-proof vest on...too bad that nobody going to reconise me coz i will be wearing my anti-flash gear leaving my eye exposed...LOL
Anyway hope to see it on the TV.
PS. Tomorrow goin to sail again will be back on Tue
music playing: Lee Hom - Forever Love
Today just back from sailing again...i so tired...really no mood to write on blog but still got to write something coz feel that someone is complaining that i have not been updating my blog. Heehee...
Anyway, didn't make it to my friend's wake coz due to standby status for the past few days that need to stay-in in the base for recall purpose. It quite sad even didn't have the chance to see his last time before he cremated. ~ trying not to think that much...comforting myself. Maybe thats like...so grab hold every now and then...time is so precious dun negret your love ones, friends and even your pets. No body can predict its future.
Lets dun talk about all this sad things...life still goes on...no one owes you, times are bad...but no matter how, we still need to continue to walk this life path.
For the past few days i been sailing for the 'Surpics' which it coordinates with the Indonesia Navy Ships and include RSN ships and Singapore Coastal Guard Patrol Craft to perform a kind of live shows for the lauch of new coordinate between Singapore and Indonesia. Kind of going to be actor again coz from my officers say that there will be filming on us at the actual day which i maybe be film on it coz i will be station on the bridge wing holding the CIS 0.5 guns with bullet-proof vest on...too bad that nobody going to reconise me coz i will be wearing my anti-flash gear leaving my eye exposed...LOL
Anyway hope to see it on the TV.
PS. Tomorrow goin to sail again will be back on Tue
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Life so unpredictable...
music playing: Internal Affairs OST (Wu Jian Dao)- Zai Jian
Its been awhile that i haven't been updating my blog for so long. Actually don't really feel to blog today but...just find that i need to write it.
Why is life so unpredictable...i don't know why. Can anyone please tell me? It seems that no matter how we plan...there is always be something going wrong. First is our ex-president - Dr Wee Kim Wee who pass away last week. Its quite sad to know as he is a kind hearted person whom always put his own shoes on the people. Now he is gone...but to us, Singapore has lost a good child.....
But today...i just receive a news from my friend that a good friend of mine in secondary school have just pass away...it seems to be a joke to me...coz i really can't believe he is gone forever. To me, now i feel terrible bad and sad coz ...i dunno is true or not...God likes to play on us...i speaking the true that last week i keep thinking this friend coz happen that wants to ask him out for a cup of coffee but due to the hectic schedule i didn't arrange to meet him or even call him. Even today i keep remind myself to call him tomorrow...but i think this call will never reach to him...coz he is gone...no way i can talk to him. No way i can say "Hi, how are you!" No way i can meet him again. No way i can able to tease him or even let him tease me...a friend that now i can keep in my memories. I just can't bring myself for the time been...
It seems i start to recall the times with this friend. From a stranger to a friend...how we know each other? well, it started from an arguement. From then...we play together, we go out together...but soon we graduate we started to contact lesser and lesser due to each of us different schedule. Well, Life is just like drama series...it is so difficult to accept it. To me...i will always remember as a true friend...Thanks for all the care and concern these years...i dunno how to express it but i hope this msg can reach to you, goodbye my forever lasting friend ~ Kai Soon (Jimmy) Departed on 10th May 2005.
Current Mood: Terrible Sad....
music playing: Internal Affairs OST (Wu Jian Dao)- Zai Jian
Its been awhile that i haven't been updating my blog for so long. Actually don't really feel to blog today but...just find that i need to write it.
Why is life so unpredictable...i don't know why. Can anyone please tell me? It seems that no matter how we plan...there is always be something going wrong. First is our ex-president - Dr Wee Kim Wee who pass away last week. Its quite sad to know as he is a kind hearted person whom always put his own shoes on the people. Now he is gone...but to us, Singapore has lost a good child.....
But today...i just receive a news from my friend that a good friend of mine in secondary school have just pass away...it seems to be a joke to me...coz i really can't believe he is gone forever. To me, now i feel terrible bad and sad coz ...i dunno is true or not...God likes to play on us...i speaking the true that last week i keep thinking this friend coz happen that wants to ask him out for a cup of coffee but due to the hectic schedule i didn't arrange to meet him or even call him. Even today i keep remind myself to call him tomorrow...but i think this call will never reach to him...coz he is gone...no way i can talk to him. No way i can say "Hi, how are you!" No way i can meet him again. No way i can able to tease him or even let him tease me...a friend that now i can keep in my memories. I just can't bring myself for the time been...
It seems i start to recall the times with this friend. From a stranger to a friend...how we know each other? well, it started from an arguement. From then...we play together, we go out together...but soon we graduate we started to contact lesser and lesser due to each of us different schedule. Well, Life is just like drama series...it is so difficult to accept it. To me...i will always remember as a true friend...Thanks for all the care and concern these years...i dunno how to express it but i hope this msg can reach to you, goodbye my forever lasting friend ~ Kai Soon (Jimmy) Departed on 10th May 2005.
Current Mood: Terrible Sad....
Sunday, February 27, 2005
I'm Back...
music playing: Tanya Chua & Stefanie Sun - Yuan Dian
Okay...i'm back to update more on the missing part...let see where did i stop...alot of things to say sia! Anyway, these 2 weeks been stress out alot sia...nope i think this CNY not my year sia coz i 'fan tai sui' oh no...i realli too pandang rite?
Coz this whole month really making me drain energy sia coz CNY eve got sailing its the 8th Feb back on the 9th. Den on the 12th got duty to do. Nevermind...the following day got sailing too. Wah piang suay rite...more to come leh. (please forgive me need to grumpy abit :P)
Back on V-day 14th Feb, rush down to airport to send my sis n bro-in-law back to Australia coz they need to go back for study liao. Miss them...hope to visit them during end of may.
Anyway on the 16th Feb got sailing again its a 3 day 2 nights loh...but dunno is "Heng" or "Suay" lah, coz on the 18th my ship routine is on standby by on the way back to Tuas, we need to escort a submarine to changi mah...den guess wat...we recieve a signal that we are been activated sia. coz the ship take over from us was down sia so no choice need to go to changi to get refuel and resupply before going back. Sian rite...the whole wharf also know when we get back sia all thanks to 99. LOL...
Anyway...sat meet with my ite friends to visit my ex-lecturer Mr Phang, business is making good for him sia coz got another benz sia...heehee anyway...a nice meeting with them and know that most of them are graduating soon from poly. Most of them are preparing for sem exam...how i wish i can back to school life...I miss it so much.
Well this week, still the same...i just back sailing today, tomorrow going to sail another 3 days 2 nights to nowhere...LOL so this week won't be free till 3rd mar wor. I guess thats life. Well, today i when to Parkway Parade to join a dip course on gaming programming which been interested for the past few months and finally i sign up liao...the course fee was $7500 wor...expensive rite but just my interest mah maybe will be my next rice bowl...who knows as navy cannot stay long sia...coz given 1 pay n expected to be task multiple sia...i'm not robot leh...i think i will get sick soon after a month of torture sia.
I guess thats all i need to update...coz life in navy nothing to say maybe will find something funny or special when i doing my dip in gaming development...Animation here i come....just have to go through 9 months of programming...LOL
P.S Dear jolene sis, how everything going on...sorry dun hav the time to tok to you hope u can cope everything especially got ur big project on filming the NDP commerical and busy with gene's bd party. Need any help must call me leh...although sometimes my fone may not get thru, can also drop me a msg. C ya on 5th Mar.
Current mood: Excited
music playing: Tanya Chua & Stefanie Sun - Yuan Dian
Okay...i'm back to update more on the missing part...let see where did i stop...alot of things to say sia! Anyway, these 2 weeks been stress out alot sia...nope i think this CNY not my year sia coz i 'fan tai sui' oh no...i realli too pandang rite?
Coz this whole month really making me drain energy sia coz CNY eve got sailing its the 8th Feb back on the 9th. Den on the 12th got duty to do. Nevermind...the following day got sailing too. Wah piang suay rite...more to come leh. (please forgive me need to grumpy abit :P)
Back on V-day 14th Feb, rush down to airport to send my sis n bro-in-law back to Australia coz they need to go back for study liao. Miss them...hope to visit them during end of may.
Anyway on the 16th Feb got sailing again its a 3 day 2 nights loh...but dunno is "Heng" or "Suay" lah, coz on the 18th my ship routine is on standby by on the way back to Tuas, we need to escort a submarine to changi mah...den guess wat...we recieve a signal that we are been activated sia. coz the ship take over from us was down sia so no choice need to go to changi to get refuel and resupply before going back. Sian rite...the whole wharf also know when we get back sia all thanks to 99. LOL...
Anyway...sat meet with my ite friends to visit my ex-lecturer Mr Phang, business is making good for him sia coz got another benz sia...heehee anyway...a nice meeting with them and know that most of them are graduating soon from poly. Most of them are preparing for sem exam...how i wish i can back to school life...I miss it so much.
Well this week, still the same...i just back sailing today, tomorrow going to sail another 3 days 2 nights to nowhere...LOL so this week won't be free till 3rd mar wor. I guess thats life. Well, today i when to Parkway Parade to join a dip course on gaming programming which been interested for the past few months and finally i sign up liao...the course fee was $7500 wor...expensive rite but just my interest mah maybe will be my next rice bowl...who knows as navy cannot stay long sia...coz given 1 pay n expected to be task multiple sia...i'm not robot leh...i think i will get sick soon after a month of torture sia.
I guess thats all i need to update...coz life in navy nothing to say maybe will find something funny or special when i doing my dip in gaming development...Animation here i come....just have to go through 9 months of programming...LOL
P.S Dear jolene sis, how everything going on...sorry dun hav the time to tok to you hope u can cope everything especially got ur big project on filming the NDP commerical and busy with gene's bd party. Need any help must call me leh...although sometimes my fone may not get thru, can also drop me a msg. C ya on 5th Mar.
Current mood: Excited
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
What have i been doing...MIA 1
music playing : bread - If
Its been a long time that i didn't update my blog liao. Why? Been buzy for the work i going thru.. Alot of sailing, execrise, operations and tests to go through. But thats not all, i begin to find myself in the mist of my life coz i dun really understand myself liao.
Somehow i intend to write on the blog but i delete again coz i dun really wish to open up myself to others. Okay...somehow why now i wan to write it...its just time for me to relieve myself liao.
For the past few months, been working out with my family relationship. I didnt have a good relationship with my dad coz i found him so nusiance and stubborn. I dun realli have good impression with my dad since when i know how to earn my first pocket money. But now i trying to reduce the arguement with him...but still have lah... Anyway, been worry for monthly utilies bills to fork out. My elder brother didn't fork out any sum of money for paying. I have been paying for the past 1 year since my dad retired. I was wondering if one day i cannot work and cannot earn. Who will help to pay these bills? My parents? Hahha...my parents are old liao and soon my mom oso going to retire too. My elder brother? He onli noes how to spend...he only think that i earning more than him so i need to pay these bills. Shit...i been giving myself too much stress. Maybe i think too much...haiz...wat to do. Need to plan ahead. So dear friends, i may not be that generous to give treat liao coz there are alot of financal constraint in my family. But hawker centre still affordable lah...hehehe
Beside of this my sis and brother in law came back from Australia for their holiday break. So have a chance with them to go out eat and do some shopping. Thanks SIS! coz at least got some ppl to accompany me whenever i feel lonely. Thats bring me stop for the part one of the MIA series. LOL
current mood: tired
music playing : bread - If
Its been a long time that i didn't update my blog liao. Why? Been buzy for the work i going thru.. Alot of sailing, execrise, operations and tests to go through. But thats not all, i begin to find myself in the mist of my life coz i dun really understand myself liao.
Somehow i intend to write on the blog but i delete again coz i dun really wish to open up myself to others. Okay...somehow why now i wan to write it...its just time for me to relieve myself liao.
For the past few months, been working out with my family relationship. I didnt have a good relationship with my dad coz i found him so nusiance and stubborn. I dun realli have good impression with my dad since when i know how to earn my first pocket money. But now i trying to reduce the arguement with him...but still have lah... Anyway, been worry for monthly utilies bills to fork out. My elder brother didn't fork out any sum of money for paying. I have been paying for the past 1 year since my dad retired. I was wondering if one day i cannot work and cannot earn. Who will help to pay these bills? My parents? Hahha...my parents are old liao and soon my mom oso going to retire too. My elder brother? He onli noes how to spend...he only think that i earning more than him so i need to pay these bills. Shit...i been giving myself too much stress. Maybe i think too much...haiz...wat to do. Need to plan ahead. So dear friends, i may not be that generous to give treat liao coz there are alot of financal constraint in my family. But hawker centre still affordable lah...hehehe
Beside of this my sis and brother in law came back from Australia for their holiday break. So have a chance with them to go out eat and do some shopping. Thanks SIS! coz at least got some ppl to accompany me whenever i feel lonely. Thats bring me stop for the part one of the MIA series. LOL
current mood: tired
New Skin For the bloggie...
music playing: elva - wo ai ni na me duo
finally...i back with updates again...after along time MIA...hahaha...too busy lah. Cannot quite wo! heehee anyway...just spent the past 8hrs doing this new skin...makes me sick sia coz of the debugging of the programing...thats my 4-leaf clover. Why i chose it...i will tell you guys next time. with lotsa things that happen during my MIA period
Current Mood: Hectic...
music playing: elva - wo ai ni na me duo
finally...i back with updates again...after along time MIA...hahaha...too busy lah. Cannot quite wo! heehee anyway...just spent the past 8hrs doing this new skin...makes me sick sia coz of the debugging of the programing...thats my 4-leaf clover. Why i chose it...i will tell you guys next time. with lotsa things that happen during my MIA period
Current Mood: Hectic...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
COC....
09/11/04
well, today really sian sia coz actually is a sunday routine for us that those on the evening time going down to the chalet. however, need to come back for the change of command (coc) reherseal sia. aniway i not sure wat time i should come so came more early than wat is expected sia so my new chief ssg lee wans to hav an informal tokking session. feel quite stress after he name out certain standard that he goin to set for me sia. now i feel stress out and find myself like a piece of shit sia coz i will never meet his expectation in the future time. urgh...sometime really need to appreciate my former chief ssg linda low, although abit naggy n gives a face whenever i make mistake,..but use to it liao now got to change so much for the new chief....haiz can someone help me..... well, better dun tok about this, back to reherseal ba. i was assign as a runner sia n guess wat, the it was a short reherseal sia. waste of time rite...lol anyway went back home for a short rest den ard 6pm meet up with rayson n alex n go down to downtown east chalet for bbq....happy time...lol i love eating...n bbqing...lol....quite a nice time at there....however, been caught by them to play 'zong ji mi ma' and guess wat kena sabo my new co sia....oopz...
10/11/04
Today is the day for coc liao.....quite fast....anyway most of the ship crews after that went back home but for me, phingo, samops n wespo need to go to fd for duty sia....sianz.....now lazing at the door garzing at every part of the fd....lol.
Current mood: Tired & Busy
09/11/04
well, today really sian sia coz actually is a sunday routine for us that those on the evening time going down to the chalet. however, need to come back for the change of command (coc) reherseal sia. aniway i not sure wat time i should come so came more early than wat is expected sia so my new chief ssg lee wans to hav an informal tokking session. feel quite stress after he name out certain standard that he goin to set for me sia. now i feel stress out and find myself like a piece of shit sia coz i will never meet his expectation in the future time. urgh...sometime really need to appreciate my former chief ssg linda low, although abit naggy n gives a face whenever i make mistake,..but use to it liao now got to change so much for the new chief....haiz can someone help me..... well, better dun tok about this, back to reherseal ba. i was assign as a runner sia n guess wat, the it was a short reherseal sia. waste of time rite...lol anyway went back home for a short rest den ard 6pm meet up with rayson n alex n go down to downtown east chalet for bbq....happy time...lol i love eating...n bbqing...lol....quite a nice time at there....however, been caught by them to play 'zong ji mi ma' and guess wat kena sabo my new co sia....oopz...
10/11/04
Today is the day for coc liao.....quite fast....anyway most of the ship crews after that went back home but for me, phingo, samops n wespo need to go to fd for duty sia....sianz.....now lazing at the door garzing at every part of the fd....lol.
Current mood: Tired & Busy
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Past one week.....
29/10/04
Today is coscom anniversary so early in the morning went to yishun orchard country club for celebration. Guess what...I playing paintball sia. Wow....first time playing sia...quite excited but it is a long queue to wait...coz there r 32 teams that consists of 5 members. So for the first round there are 16 games to play sia...and my ship provides 3 teams to play. Guess what only my team qualifies for the 2 round as it is a knock-out system…LOL. the game is quite fun as the game rule as follows - first need to shoot the oppsite 2 targets den retrieve the ammo box from own side n return to base that considered win the game. Life is unlimited as once kena shot just run back to the hut n continue u got life again. a nice game after all, but too strenghtnous to play as need a lot of energy to run up n down even need to prevent opposite to shoot.
30/10/04
Today didn’t do much, just slacking at home. But evening time went out with chin heng to parkway parade. I went to popular bookstore to source my cd holder and guess what, I purchase another cookbook sia, this cookbook contains how the cooking techniques and even recipes. Quite a nice book. Maybe during my leave period I should try out the recipes inside. Hahaha....anyway, we hang around quite late.
03/11/04
Well, today got sailing and it is 2 days of sailing should be back at 0000h on the 5/11/04 but came back in the morning sia due to escort the stupid JR. it is the floating target for firing. anyway, previously tot that need not need to sail for this sailing coz the nav dept got some sys defect so been praying hard that wont be able to sail but still the god never answer out prayer....lol...anyway this sailing is mostly purpose for firing and I got to shoot carbine and 0.5 gun. Quite excited on the firing...lol anyway too tired coz wake up early in the morning and prep for this and that. However it is still a quite successful firing trip lah.
05/11/04
Today is a special day, coz is her birthday. I don’t know why somehow I started thinking how I get to know her...emmm....frankly speaking, I didn’t start any relationship with her, just purely friendship someone that you can talk with. Anything...from friends, work even personal things. anyway didn’t dare to call her today even receive her sms as she told me that she have receive my birthday gift that I send to her coz.....feel abit....uneasy as so long I never call her liao....my relationship with her as so simple coz know her quite some years liao but we never meet face to face. funny rite....people may laugh at me...but to someone that are special to u....there's no need to meet as long as this person still remember you as time goes by. hai...somehow I wonder why I dun have the guts to ask her out...feel so inferior moreover she already attach liao....why I still keeping myself single...maybe still waiting for her...I don’t know....questioning myself......
06/11/04
Well, sat again, meeting Isabelle for the financial portfolio that she has make for me. This portfolio is about my insurance and investment and the outcome of it. It also helps me to know as a rough guide that I will receive how much money if I got when I retire. beside of this she also help me to analysis my shortfall of things that I require like the critical illness is quite still lacking so she encourage me to put more focus on it. Anyway talk quite long as I suppose be meeting lwcs at ces's hse for mahjong. I also don’t know why I agree with them as they lack of people playing with them. Lol....anyway won a little ard $60 lah, but ces won the most...however I stay overnight at ces hse coz tml got duty to do with ces so 'da rao' liao... ;p
08/11/04
Not in the mood to talk due to a lot of work.....just wan to be alone....
Current Mood: tired n stress out
29/10/04
Today is coscom anniversary so early in the morning went to yishun orchard country club for celebration. Guess what...I playing paintball sia. Wow....first time playing sia...quite excited but it is a long queue to wait...coz there r 32 teams that consists of 5 members. So for the first round there are 16 games to play sia...and my ship provides 3 teams to play. Guess what only my team qualifies for the 2 round as it is a knock-out system…LOL. the game is quite fun as the game rule as follows - first need to shoot the oppsite 2 targets den retrieve the ammo box from own side n return to base that considered win the game. Life is unlimited as once kena shot just run back to the hut n continue u got life again. a nice game after all, but too strenghtnous to play as need a lot of energy to run up n down even need to prevent opposite to shoot.
30/10/04
Today didn’t do much, just slacking at home. But evening time went out with chin heng to parkway parade. I went to popular bookstore to source my cd holder and guess what, I purchase another cookbook sia, this cookbook contains how the cooking techniques and even recipes. Quite a nice book. Maybe during my leave period I should try out the recipes inside. Hahaha....anyway, we hang around quite late.
03/11/04
Well, today got sailing and it is 2 days of sailing should be back at 0000h on the 5/11/04 but came back in the morning sia due to escort the stupid JR. it is the floating target for firing. anyway, previously tot that need not need to sail for this sailing coz the nav dept got some sys defect so been praying hard that wont be able to sail but still the god never answer out prayer....lol...anyway this sailing is mostly purpose for firing and I got to shoot carbine and 0.5 gun. Quite excited on the firing...lol anyway too tired coz wake up early in the morning and prep for this and that. However it is still a quite successful firing trip lah.
05/11/04
Today is a special day, coz is her birthday. I don’t know why somehow I started thinking how I get to know her...emmm....frankly speaking, I didn’t start any relationship with her, just purely friendship someone that you can talk with. Anything...from friends, work even personal things. anyway didn’t dare to call her today even receive her sms as she told me that she have receive my birthday gift that I send to her coz.....feel abit....uneasy as so long I never call her liao....my relationship with her as so simple coz know her quite some years liao but we never meet face to face. funny rite....people may laugh at me...but to someone that are special to u....there's no need to meet as long as this person still remember you as time goes by. hai...somehow I wonder why I dun have the guts to ask her out...feel so inferior moreover she already attach liao....why I still keeping myself single...maybe still waiting for her...I don’t know....questioning myself......
06/11/04
Well, sat again, meeting Isabelle for the financial portfolio that she has make for me. This portfolio is about my insurance and investment and the outcome of it. It also helps me to know as a rough guide that I will receive how much money if I got when I retire. beside of this she also help me to analysis my shortfall of things that I require like the critical illness is quite still lacking so she encourage me to put more focus on it. Anyway talk quite long as I suppose be meeting lwcs at ces's hse for mahjong. I also don’t know why I agree with them as they lack of people playing with them. Lol....anyway won a little ard $60 lah, but ces won the most...however I stay overnight at ces hse coz tml got duty to do with ces so 'da rao' liao... ;p
08/11/04
Not in the mood to talk due to a lot of work.....just wan to be alone....
Current Mood: tired n stress out
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Harbour Training...
Okay...this week been quite busy and hectic week sia coz been having alot of internal drills and still got duty to do. In the end, i really fall sick and my chief call me to see MO. Haiz... Anyway we are preparing for the reccon training inspection so have to suffer abit but I feel that i will soon gone crazy coz I need to learn more than i use to be. As a comms spec, i now even need to learn more things like gunnery things like the weapon onboard used. How to operate...urghh...so much stress.
Anyway on friday, went to pasir lebar camp IMT for firing simulation and get the feel of the weapon like the M203, GPMG and LAW. Well as for me a Boo Boo shooter...LOL cannot shoot sia...GPMG is the worst weapon for me to use it sia. But my LAW is the best. Heehee but too heavy to carry sia...now my shoulder abit cramp :P Too bad monday got paper to take regarding the specification on the weapons that i have learn. Sianz...why.
Now need to go and remember the specification on the M203, GPMG and LAW.
Okay...this week been quite busy and hectic week sia coz been having alot of internal drills and still got duty to do. In the end, i really fall sick and my chief call me to see MO. Haiz... Anyway we are preparing for the reccon training inspection so have to suffer abit but I feel that i will soon gone crazy coz I need to learn more than i use to be. As a comms spec, i now even need to learn more things like gunnery things like the weapon onboard used. How to operate...urghh...so much stress.
Anyway on friday, went to pasir lebar camp IMT for firing simulation and get the feel of the weapon like the M203, GPMG and LAW. Well as for me a Boo Boo shooter...LOL cannot shoot sia...GPMG is the worst weapon for me to use it sia. But my LAW is the best. Heehee but too heavy to carry sia...now my shoulder abit cramp :P Too bad monday got paper to take regarding the specification on the weapons that i have learn. Sianz...why.
Now need to go and remember the specification on the M203, GPMG and LAW.
